hurt

Matts period?

carolines pov:

"shit matt. i told u i dont give a fuck."

a text dinged from my phone. i looked up to see a text pop up from maya. 

why would she send me that?

i quickly replied back, "hey may, whats going on w u and matt"

maya does this all the time. she texts me something from her convo w matt to get my attention. luckily this time it wasnt her nudes😂. that was really awkward...

i saw her text bubble move back and forth, taunting me. 

what were they possibly talking about? what were they fighting over this time? did matt do something wrong? was maya being rude?

10:56

after 3 solid minutes of me staring at her text bubble, i got up and wandered to the kitchen. i hated it, but it was my instinct. no one knows, but i stress eat. and then i have to work my ass off at the gym to make up for it. and some days when its too much, i..

i force it out

i throw up. 

im bullimic. 

and no one knows. 

11:04 

eight minutes had passed, and i had already consumed seven oreos from the package my mom had just bought, the package i had promised not to open. oops.

11:06

finally, a text showed up on my lock screen from maya. 

"i think matts on his period"

"?"

"won't let me touch him"

a million questions went through my mind; 

she tried to touch him? how did he respond? how far have they gone? how far will they go?

i ran back into the kitchen and grabbed the package of oreos, a bag of chips, and a six pack of coke. 

i ran back up the stairs, hoping maya had sent me some new updates. i hated this. i was addicted to knowing about the relationship that i hated the most. 

suddenly, a thought occurred to me, and i took two steps down the stairs at once. i skidded back into the kitchen and grabbed the one thing i forgot: 

the Emetrol my mom kept hidden in the cupboard. 

this was gonna be a long night. 

Matts pov

Jesus. Maya has no chill. 

Before she ran out of my house, she told me "don't text me later." Now, she won't shut up about how I didn't text her, concerned. 

Maya has been so off lately. 

She's usually so chill and fun to hang out with. Now she wants me to show "affection" to her in public. I told her I liked her, what more do I need to do? 

Girls these days..

"Matt. I really like you. I just feel like you don't feel the same way when u dont want to hu w me" 

Maya's text popped up^. 

I thought for a second about how I was going to get around this one. 

Damn. 

I can't come up with anything.

I pressed the power button on my phone, ignoring her texts. 

Oh well.

I flicked on the tv, looking for the bills game that was on tonight. They were down 21-17.

typical. 

My phone buzzed several more times. It was Maya. I was tired, and answering her takes so much effort. 

I turned off my phone and looked at the tv screen.

Sorry may:/

a/n: Emetrol is a a medecine ppl use to make themselves throw up