Destroyed and Alone

No just no

Once I got back into my room. I started to think. Why would they even want me in Redfire I mean they sold me for gods sake. If they wanted me they wouldn't have sold me. They wouldn't have let me get rape. THEY WOULDN'T TAKE ME FROM MY FAMILY!!

Logan. Oh how I miss Logan. Will I ever see him again. His birthday is in a week. The present I got him is sitting in my closet at my house. It was a remote control car. Not much but that's the way we lived.

Maybe if I took the offer I could see him again. But there's no way they would let me out. I mean I come home after 5 weeks. Yea I know 5 weeks. But that's the thing it's been to long for me to just go home and hope no one asks questions. They can't risk it.

I realized that tears were falling out of my eyes. I was crying silently. GOD DAMN IT COLE. WHY ME? Why was I chosen. I never asked but even if I did. They wouldn't tell me.

"Emery"  Alice said softly

"Hmm" I didn't look at her I just stared at the wall.

"Emery. Think about joining Redfire. "

"Why?"

"Because then you wouldn't get punished by Cole."

I turned and looked at he with no emotion.

"Alice, no matter what join or not my life will never be the same. I can never see my brother again. My friends. No one. I'm going to be stuck in this house for the rest of my life."

"But if you join them at least you can have some privacy."

"Whatever I'll think about it."

Once she left I got in the shower. Maybe I should join Redfire. Maybe I could work something out. Maybe I could get Logan and he could live here. But would Cole hurt him? NO! I will protect him. I'll talk to Cole about it.

I got out of the shower and got my clothes. A black tank top some leather skinny jeans and converses.

" Cole?" I asked as I knock on his room.

"Yea?"

"Can I come in?"

"Go ahead."

I walked in and he was wearing no shirt. Man he had some nice abs.

"Like what you see?" Cole said with a smirk.

"Nah, I've seen better." I pretended to not care.

"Mmmsure"

"Anyway Cole." I sighed.
"If your offer still stands can I join Redfire?"

He had a huge smile on Homs face.
"OF COURSE!!"

"Cole, I have a little brother. He is 5. He only has me. I haven't seen him in 5 weeks. Maybe we could find a way of him livening her-"
I was cut off.

"No!"

"Bu-"

"I said no!"

"COLE GOD DAMN IT YOU'RE NOT LISTENING TO ME! I need him. He needs me. Please."

He looked startled by my outburst.

"Maybe just listen. If you could write a note saying that you can't explain the reason why you're gone. That you are fine. And need Logan. Sign your name then give it to me and I'll go pick him up. Will that work?"

I smiled and hugged him. Then I did something that should have never happened. I kissed him. He tried to make it more intense but I pushed him off.

"T-hat can never happen again."

Then I walked out. OH MY GOD!! What did I just do? I kissed my kidnapper. It didn't mean anything though. I did it out of excitement. That's all.

I made the note and gave it to Cole. And told him my grandmas house address. Logan is going to get here! It's been a few days sense we made this plan. So Alice made a a few tweaks to my room. It's larger and has a twin bed in the corner for Logan. Also we got him a closet full of clothes. And some toys. I'm so excited.

Then the door opened. I almost cried. The Logan was looking so cute.

"Em Em!"

"Log"

(What do you think about the nick names?)

I picked him up and held him tight. I looked at Cole.

"Thank you!"

Then I carried him up to our room. This was great. I didn't have to worry about getting punished. Logan was with me. All I had to worry about is Cole hurting Log. But he wouldn't dare.

*****

I woke up and saw that Logan was already clean and was playing with some toys.

"Good job log, let me get dressed and we can go eat."

I kissed him on the head and went in the bathroom to change. I look in the mirror. I brush my natural wavy hair.

"Let's go Logan."

I grabbed his hand and lead him down the stairs. We got in the kitchen and saw that everyone was here. I also saw that there was a chair with a booster on it. I set Logan in is and got him a plate of eggs and set it down for him to eat. Then I got me bacon, eggs and toast.

I gave Logan a piece of my bacon. And Alice walked up to him. She bent down.

"Hi Logan I'm Alice."

"Hi"
He mumbled.

"I heard your birthday is coming up right?"

"Yup."
She smiled and continue to eat. Then Logan accidentally dropped his Apple juice and the glass broke. I looked at Cole and he was fuming red. He got up and slapped Logan.

"DROP ANOTHER FUCKING THING  AND I WILL KILL YOU!!"

"SAY ANOTHER THING AND I WILL LEAVE!!"

I screamed back at Cole. Logan was crying and I took him up to our room.

"HE WILL BE PUNISHED!"

I heard him yell.

I know guys I said this would be long. I'm sorry it's not. But I will have a lot of chapters this weekend and they will be interesting.

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