let me out...

ryans back

earlyer this morning jacob had arived

he said he had camped out on his own

i dident belive all this malarcy he was makeing up , i wish he would just come clean and tell me where he went and what the hell he did.

" jacob , the least you could do is tell me the truth , im your...friend " i said with un-ease , i had a feeling this would all lead to another storm off but he took my arm and led me into the sitting room where he sat face to face with me

" sarah.. i had visited a few friends of ryan last night , i know where he is know and every movement he makes , my brother will not have another chapter in his life after im finished with him " he grunted out , i felt like dieing inside

truthfully...

i had loved ryan , more than a friend and we had dated for a few months but then...hell broke lose

he started talking wack ( well not wack...its true ) about his brother turning into a beast , we all thought he was crazy and it just swept by me but one night we were haveing a full on make out session when he asked me the one thing i dreaded

" do you think im crazy ? ... you dont sarah !..tell me you still have a minisclue of hope left for me !" he begged , he was such an adorable guy back then , i would have given anything to see that face now " i-i-i....i...ummm well you see-" he cut me off " i cant belive this sarah " he said putting me down form his lap " you...you..you dont trust me...you think im crazy just like everybody eles !!! " he screamed

but that day

i really did see the insanity lurking through that thick skull of his

" thats enough , im done with you .. were over !! " he yelled getting a baseball bat " what are you-" i asked but cut of again by feeling a pain shoot through my face " that is for ever trusting you ! " he yelled then wacked me again " that was for ever letting you in ... and this .. " he said wacking me again but the hardest of them all " is for ever loveing you " he said with a smirk , likeing the damage he had done to my face

suddenly he droped the baseball bat and feel to the floor in a fit , i noticed a guy with a sterilizer gun behind him and aimed at him " miss .. we got a call from a young boy stateing that you were getting beaten by your so called " boyfriend " and we came as fast as we could " he said , then i noticed jacob behind him

" oh jacob..its you ! " i said happily and running to hug him , from that day on i lived in peace...until ryan got out of prison and started snooping around with a camara , takeing pictures of jacob transforming , befor we knew it we were getting sent to the asilem , me= for being dementely un-heathy ( just like ryan..i really wasent , they just thought i was for being around jacob ) and jacob= for being a beast

and you know the rest

me and jacob are gonna have to stick it alone..for now

" so...do we stay even lower now ? " i asked trying to make an inisent joke but jacob wasent laughing , he was looking at me with intense amusment " do you remeber the day i saved you from my brother ? " he spat

" dont remind me " i spat back and he laughed

he took hold of both my hands and stared at me with passion " thats the day i relised i-" he was cut off , our power was switched out and a door had creacked open , possibly the front one , i began to panic harder than i ever have in my life

" follow me " he said and we went into the back yard , he got some night-ray googels out from a bush and i could see through all the darkness , then we hid inside the shed and locked it behind us , keeping down but looking through a few hole that were in the shed

i could see dark shadow corsing around the house

trust me , i was wigging out !

" stay here " he said getting up but i instently grabbed his hand an yanked him back down " you go out there ... i might lose you " my voice cracked , i couldent cope loseing more people..i loved

" just stay here , i will be fine..remeber , most powerful being on the earth " he said in a dumb tone then i let him go " you better be right " i growled at him and he laughed quitely

what is to come of me...

i waited for 10 minutes then got worried , i herd a few groans and screames but after that .. nothing

whats happening....