Pretty

I could never be like any of those girls.There so pretty.Why?I always wonder that question. Life is so hard when you can get a boy because he likes her.Why here?I'm just as good as her.Let me introduce myself.I'm Sarah. I'm 14-years old about to be fifth teen years old in March.I live in a small town with about an average of a grape wine.There's nothing in the world that I want is to be pretty. There are theses really pretty,really smart Girls. Not saying I'm not smart.But theses girls are the rulers in my school world.They can anything at the snap of there fingers. My three friends are Grace,Ellen,and Rebekah. There the ones who got me through all the rough times. So let me introduce to the most popular girl in the universe of our school.Winter.Her name is winter.She's really pretty. She has greenish -blue eyes with the whitest smile. She has a dirty blonde with oink highlights at the tips.She always wears high heels and inches off the ground. I would die.She's also dating the most popular guy at our school.His name is Jacob.He has the same eyes as her.He has dark brown hair with a flip at the end of is hair.He's sweet and funny.Easy going on the on the eyes.He's my number one crush.There's that one twist in my story.There my friends and I hate their eguts,except for Jacob.Once I had lunch things got real. Me and my friends start to talk when Jacob walked over.
"Hey"
I couldn't believe it.Jacob finally was talking to me.He doesn't talk to me ever.Only when he needs his homework done to go talk to his girlfriend.
I answered,"hey"KO
"So,me and friends were going to get ice-skating later.Um,would you like to come?"
Jacob asked me out.Or did he just feel bad for me?I didn't care he likes me. When he talked he started to blush.I was blushing too,but I mean really.I wanted to say yes ,but I knew when winter started to come over I knew it wasn't a date so I said sure with the most saddest tone.
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After school Jacob caught up with me.
"Hey"
I said,"do you need me to do your homework again?"
"No,I wanted to talk to you in private, you know alone."
"Sure,"
"Great"
"So"I said not caring.
"I was wondering,well,um..."
"So it it out"
"If you wanted to go and see a movie with only me and you?"
I was ready to scream yes,but then I remembered,"you have a girlfriend".
"I don't care I just want to tell some one how I really feel and your the person I want to talk to."
I was the one. That made me feel less worthless than before.
"Look my girlfriend has been the most neety,bossy girl ever,and I need you to talk to you.Look I didn't want to say it but...i...i...i like you.I've been asking you to do my homework because I want to have an excuse to get near you"
Jacob left and I started to cry.My dream was coming true.I was noticed.
When I started to walk back to my locker to get my jacket I saw Jacob and Winter kissing.He asked her on a date and told that he was playing me.I didn't know what to.I ran.I screamed.I was broken.
I cried.
There was nothing to do.I was going to go on that date.After that I needed the one thing in the world.Me.