Just Keep Smiling , Life Will Get Better

...... Hi. This is a real story.. I'm sorry if you were hoping for a fanfic. But it's not. I usually do a fanfic when I'm on here but now I feel like writing my story. The things that happened to me over the years. I'm going to do it in my point of view, because nobody help me get through this.. Well only my best friend Luke. He has been my friend since birth. I really love him. I'm going to tell you a little of me and in this story you will know everything I have been through. My name is Lydia Arce, I am 13 years old. I have been bullied my hole life. I have starved my self for a mouth. I am really short for my age. I have 1 real best friend. I have dark brown hair, its short it used to be long but my mother cuts it every time she thinks its longer then it's support to be. My parents didn't know and still don't know i did that stuff and hopefully they would never know. Uh........ Life and people are my enemies. Now I am gonna start my story... And I hope you guys like it! And remember... YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL! Oh and I hope this story will help the people that cut to stop or the people that starve them selfs to eat. And remember... If you think no one loves you... I Love You. :)

"Hun' wake up its time for the first day of your first time in school!!" I hear my mommy tell me. " yay!!! I'm so excited mommy!!!! I can't wait to met people and make them my best friends!!!!" I replay to my mom. "ok babe get dressed before you late for school!!" " okie dokie mommy"

-5 minutes past-

"Mommy I'm all ready! I brushed my teeth got dressed and now do my hairrrrrrrrr!!!!" I smiled at my mom running to her. She did my hair in a pony tale and we went off to school. I'm my school our parents can't stay with us, so it's sad not being with your mom for the first day of school. I got in my class and I saw girls in a corner talking about something. I ignored them and saw a boy with blonde hair colouring I went up to him and said hi really fast. "Hello." He said back. I smiled a big smile " I like your smile its.. Uh.. Big like a spaceship! And I loooooove spaceships!!" I giggled " I like your eyes their green... And I looooove green!" I smiled " whatcha drawing?" I asked "I'm drawing a car!! LOOK!" He said pointing to his paper I smiled and looked at him for a couple of minutes. "What?!! Is their something on my face?" He asked touching his face. " haha no.. I just like your eyes!" "Well thank you!!" He smiled at me. "Whats your name? i asked smiling. "Luke what's yours?" He smiled back "my name is Lydia." I smiled a bit more until The teacher called us to lunch then play time. Weeks past and nobody could separate Luke and I! We were always together! When we had nap time we would always sleep next to each other! When we had play time Luke and I would play prince and the princess! One day we had play time out side and Luke had to go potty so I was 'alone' then the girls that were in the corner their leader Gisselle said that I was stupid for playing with a boy and always being with him. 'Sadly' she moved and I didn't ever see her again. I didn't tell Luke what happened. I don't know why I didn't but I just didn't. When Luke came from the potty I was happy really fast! And I ran up to him and hugged him tightly! I could tell he was confused for a bit but he hugged me back. I was 5 inches shorter then him so my head was on his chest! I felt safe like how I do when I hug my mommy and daddy!

years past and Luke and I always had the same teacher.

- 4th grade -

" LUUUUUUKE!!!" I yelled from across the street going to school! "W-what?!!!!!!!" He yelled back turning his body around.. I looked both sides and no cars were coming so I ran to Luke! " I thought you were gonna meet me at my house, boy!!!" I said playfully punching his arm. " well I'm sorry I forgot!! Dang you didn't have to be all crazy about it!" We went inside the school and put our things away in the closet outside the classroom. " race you to the class!" He said playfully kicking me. " hold up, let me take off my jacket!" I replied. " k." He said , we raced into the class room and Luke won, like always! Luke grabbed a seat and I took the seat next to him. But before I sat down. " aww thanks for pulling my chair out! Your so nice" I looked and saw that Gisselle the girl that I thought I would never see again teasing me. " uh.. Oh Kay..." I said. I took the seat on the other side of Luke. Luke looked confused for a second. The class ended and I took Luke's arm and dragged him to get our things. We want to get out stuff and went I got my bag pack on and me and Luke were heading out the door I felt stoning heaving pulling me down backwards to the floor. I was holding Luke's hand when that happened and went I was slowly going down backward I screamed a little. Luke turned around really fast and " STOP GISSELLE! YOUR HURTING HE BACK!! STOP IT!" Luke yelled at Gisselle. She let go really fast and smiled and evil smile and ran down the steps. " oh my gosh are you ok?!" Luke looked very concerned and I said I was fine. He helped me up and we walked home. " uh.. This is outta no where but... I love you Luke." I said. His eyes opened really wide " love as in love love or best friend love?" He asked. " I don't know Lu. I don't know." I answered. "Well I love you too!" I looked at him and he got really red went he said that. " Lu, are you blushing?" I said smirking at him. " Uh.. No... I'm not. Ok stop looking at me." He said turning my face to look to the trees. We arrived to my house and we went straight to my room. My parents weren't at home and my sister was still in school and my grandpa.. Was knocked out lying on the couch in the living room. " so shall we do the nasty homework?" I asked Lu. " yes we shall my girl!" He said smirking at me! I kinda blushed a little.. I kinda had a crush on him back then. We were all done with homework and it was 4: 50 and my sister still wasn't home nor my parents. And my grandpa was still sleeping on the couch. "I'm bored lyd. What should we do?" Luke asked. " I don't know." I answered him. It was silent for a couple of minutes then the phone rang. I ran down stairs and picked it up. " yellow?!!" I asked. " Lydia is Luke at your house?!" I could tell it was Luke's mom. " yes ma'am Luke is right her next to me." I said to her. " okay good I was just wondering. I was getting nervous. Tell Luke that I would be picking him up at 9 because frank( Luke's dad) and I will be going out. Ok?" She said " ok I will tell Luke." "Thank you Lydia tell your parents that also ok!?" "Ok Carol I will I promise!" I said answering her! "Ok, bye" "bye" I said. " who was that?" Luke asked. "It was your mother she said u can sleep over!" I giggled " ok cool!" He said.