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I wake up the next morning to the strong smell of bacon and coffee. I walk out to the kitchen and I see Gilinsky shirtless cooking bacon with his back to me. I slowly creep over to him and a poke his sides, making him jump.
"Haha, very funny jess. Good morning." Omg he called me jess! Does that mean he like me? Jack walks out with his boxers and a tee on.

"Morning space-man" I say to Jack as he sits next to me at the counter. He gives me a fake smile when he hears my comment.

" I hope you like bacon Jessie because that's what's for breakfast." Gilinsky says while passing me a plate full of food and a mug of coffee. I think I'm falling for him. After I finish my breakfast I go into my room to write in my journal/diary.

-dear diary-
I met these amazing guys named Jack and Jack but one is Jack Gilinsky and the other is Jack Johnson. Gilinsky is really hot and funny and I think I like him a lot. Okay, let's get back to what this journal is actually for. I have not cut or binged for 1 week now! Yay ! I'm really tempted to cut as a celebration but then that would be defeating the purpose. Well I have to go but I will tell you more about the Jacks tomorrow. Love, -jessie-

A/n: sorry its do short but I have to give you guys something to think about. I won't be able to put another chapter until this weekend so hang in there! But I have decided to tell you guys about my guy problems! (That's going to be in the next chapter/ authors note) please enjoy this chapter! 😘🎀 BTW sorry about pic on the next a/n I just really like it 😘bye😘

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