if only she saw what i saw, she'd get out of here

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I roam the bus, up at 3 am. Where's danny? He left in the middle of the night without telling me. "Sarah? Why are you up?" James says as he peeks his head out of his bunk. "Dan left,i dont know where he is and im worried, he's been acting verry strange lately." I say. James nodds understandingly. "Dont worry, he's probbly at the liqure store." He says i nodd and wait on the couch of danny.

"Sorry, i went for a walk." Danny whispers once he gets in. "Dan, are you ok? You've been acting weird ever since the fair show last week." I say. He shruggs. "I dunno, im sorry, though." He says. He comes over and kisses me, making me forget my fears and worries. "Comm'on, of to bed. I can smell the vodka you brought on your walk." I say. He kisses me again and then brings me to bed with him.

*Dannys pov*

I did go for a walk, kind of. I didnt completely lie to her. I went and got drunk under a tree. I cant shake these thoughts. Why does she love me? Im not good. Im not a nice guy. Im not super attractive, and sarah wouldnt date me because im famous, so why does she want me. It shocked me then and it sure as fuck shocks me now.

Im eating away at myself. Im holding her back. She should be doing her amazing photography, not catering to me and my band. Sh has so much potential, but she's stuck in a rut, and a relationship with a shitty excuse of a guy.

Everytime i look in the mirror, i hate the man staring back at me. I remeber when the band started and i had my fringe, what the hell did i turn into? Sarah loving me is like a real life beauty and the beast, ecept i wont turn into a hansome prince. She's stuck with me. She is so... flawless, and then theres me. She deserves a prince to come in on a white horse to saver from the monsters, from me.

*Sarahs pov*

I wake up nice and early and begin my daily routine. "Up Up Up!" I say as i pull all the guys curtains open. "Morning, love." Danny says. "Good morning." I say with a smile. "Hey sarah, i have to go shopping today, would you like to come with me?" James asks me. "Sure." I say with a smile. "Im so fucking tired." Sam says. "Mee too." Cam replys with a nodd.

I force the guys to get dressed and get off the bus. "I feel like a sheppard." I say as we walk across the feild to the out door stage. "Its so nice." Danny says. I smile as i wach the guyys hang out. They're so funny with eachother. Its nice.

"Ok, we have a few hours before the show, wanna go now?" James asks. "Sure, lets go." I say. "Bye danny." I says as i kiss him goodbye... a few times. "Ok, you have to go, goodbye." He laughs. U smile and follow james to the car.

*Dannys pov*

I wach her leave with james. Why cant she just be with him? He's 10 times the man i am. He could probably take care of her, treat her the way she deserves. Hell, she deserves someone better han any of us. She deserves a real prince. Someone trustworthy, who can love her, who will definitly be there, to grow old with her. I wish she could see what i see, in her and in myself.

*Sarahs pov*

I walk throught the mall with james, who is carrying a big bag of jeans. "So hasnt this been the best tour ever?" He asks. I laugh. "Definitly." I say. "So how are things going with you and danny?" He asks. "Really good, thanks." I say with a smile. "Good. You and danny make each other verry happy." He says i smile and nodd.

"So, um why did you ask me to come with you?" I ask. He smiles. "Because i care about you, alot." He says, then he relizes what he said. "Not the way danny does, but i see you as a really close friend. I want to see you and danny stay together, to be happy with eachother." He says. "Oh, well thank you." I say.

"So, do you think me and danny will be ok?" I ask him. "What do you mean?" He asks. "He's besen actin really strange latley." I say. He thinks a moment. "He probably is just not used to feeling this way. He ussualy doesnt love anyone, not even himself." He says. I nodd. "I know. I can see it. He really doesnt like himself." I say. "But he has gotten better, he is so happy around you. When you're not there he goes on and on about you." James says.

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