If Only You Knew

Chapter 1 // If Only You Knew

It's been 5 years since I met Phil, and with every passing day I've fallen deeper in love with him. 'He'll never love you', these thoughts took over my mind constantly and they just bring me down a lot. Then I remembered that I made plans with Phil that day, we planned to go and take walk around town. As I walked out my room going to the kitchen I tripped, and Phil came running towards the loud slam,
"Dan! Are you alright!?" Phil looked at me very worried
"Yeah, I'm fine I just slipped,"
I looked deep into his blue, green, and yellow eyes filled with concern, and couldn't help but to melt under his stare.
"Are you ready?" Phil asked
"Yeah, let's go"

As we go down the stair to the outside I notice that the lightbulb is out.

"Uhh, Phil?"
"Yeah yeah the light is out,"
"Why?"
"I don't know it just exploded"
"Oh so that can fall in my eye at any moment and kill me, great!"
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We got back late at night, around 10:00 maybe and we stayed up catching up on anime.
"You want something to eat?" I questioned.
"Yeah, can we get pizza?"
"Sure, lemme order it then."
As I order the pizza I open Twitter and quickly tweet something
"10:00 p.m watching anime and eating pizza with @Amazingphil"
I check tumblr quickly just to see what going on with the Phandom and then close my laptop. I look at Phil who is very concentrated to what's going on in the episode.
"NO DON'T GO THERE!!!"
I hear him yell and I smile at how much of a dork he his, when the doorbell rings announcing the arrival of our pizza. I went to go get the pizza since Phil was glued to the screen.
"Here is your pizza my good sir." I joke as his face lights up seeing that the pizza arrived Oh god he's so adorable. I set my pizza on the coffee table in front of the sofa and go to the kitchen to get soda and napkins. As the episode comes to an end I face the black haired male next to me and stare at him in awe I wish you were mine already, Phil catches me staring at him but just smiles it off you stared for too long, you freak. It finally reaches midnight and he decide to go to bed as we're both equally tired.
"Goodnight Dan!" Phil beamed as he walked to his room.
"Goodnight!" I respond once again staring at him.
I head to my room also after making sure everything is in order and fix myself so that I can sleep. As I get into bed there was only one thing on my mind. Phil. His childish personality, his colorful, bright eyes, his laugh, his smile, there was just so much about him that caught my attention and seemed to love. I mean who wouldn't, he's perfect and to anyone who thinks other wise is completely insane. That whole night all I could think about was him, he filled every corner of my dreams.

Heyo guys!!
I hope you liked this (( I'm sorry if it was so cringy that you died)) , it's my first phanfiction!! I'm sorry it's kinda short but I will make more of it if you have any ideas or if there's anything you want to see in this phanfic comment them it'd help a lot! I will try to respond to all comments.
Thanks for reading!✌🏼💕
((Jenn))
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