Have you ever wondered who will be the one? Thought about what he/she was doing at that moment? It was always like that for me except I could never find him. Every relationship was the same. They either hurt me or leave but did ended up hurting me either ways. The last relationship hurt. I tried to leave but threats would come at me or his fist. One day while he was with buddies (or some new slut), I gathered all my stuff and left. No note or goodbye. Made me really nervous while I drove away to Jamie's house. She said she will let me stay for a it until I can go out on my own. Thank god for her. Noab didn't know about her being my close friend, but then again he probably didn't know about my friends since I wasn't allowed to see them in the six months we was together.
"Christina! Oh my gosh it's been so long! And I'm glad you finally for free. I've been worried, but never mind that! Get your stuff in here!" She greets me with a big tight hug. I miss Jamie so much. She was all I ever had until I meet Noah.
"Thank you for taking me in. I'm so scared he might find me and setting horrible..." I mumble the last sentence, hoping Jamie doesn't here. But she did...
"If that son of a bitch steps here on my property, if will be the last damn thing he does! I'm sick and tired of how every guy treated you and this one was the damn right worst! Christina, you have ways of choosing men, my dear." She looks at me.
"Please, from now one watch yourself. Don't move so quick and only love if it's right."
Tears run down my cheek. She's right. I did move swiftly. Sex usually after a few days of being with someone. I wouldn't disagree with being called a harlot. I vowed after relationship I would be better but no I never listened and break it each time! Damnit all to hell!
"Listen here sweetie, I'm bringing a few friends over so you can make some new ones. I'm pretty sure you hated his friends and I know most of the ones from high school have on with their lives. Is that okay?" I nodded my head, agreeing with her.
"I'm going to take a shower then. Make myself look presentable for the new people." I smile at her. She's given me new hope!
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It's 7:30 and some girls have arrived. A tall blonder girl with these bright green eyes is the first to talk to me.
"Hi! I'm Darlene." She had a thick southern accent. "Gosh, those blue-gray eyes you have...my I can't stop staring! Excuse me!" She shakes my hand and stares, making me a little nervous. She then turns to food and completely forgets about me.
"Excuse me,but I'm Jennifer." A brunette so small just a couple inches shorter thank me smiles at me. "Jamie has told me what has happend and I'm sorry. I hope you don't feel uncomfortable with me inviting my big brother over do you?" I shake my head
"Not all at. I guess I need a new male friend!" I smile. Then I think; do I really? Jamie taps my shoulder and pointing to someone in the corner. Him.
God was he handsome. He had a cigeratte in his hand. He held it so causally, so sexy though. He was staring at me...his brown eyes,gosh were they a deep color, inspecting me. He had long brown hair that just came down above his eyebrows. He stood there, a knee bent forward and he seemed so mysterious as he looked. I started to burn up from his stares.
"His name is Jason, I'm pretty sure Jennifer told you she invited her big brother." Jamie explained. I just nodded my head staring at him. I felt so attracted to him... I wanted to know so much more about him. I snapped myself out of it. No more relationships for a while.
I turn around to make new friends and enjoy myself without a boyfriend. I smiled and breathed. A new life, a new start. I was about to turn around when I bumped into someone. A hard chested someone.
