tutor + j.g

twenty five

My feet touch the cold marble floor as I make my way downstairs to the kitchen.

"Well goodmorning. You have about fifteen minutes to get ready if you want to get a ride from me", my mother starts as she places a plate full of food towards me.

I quickly eat my eggs and bacon before running upstairs to get dressed. memories of last night flood through my brain

"Well this is my house."

"Yeah, I kind of know."

"Yeah..."

We awkwardly stood on my front porch waiting for someone to speak.

"Do you want to come inside?"

"What about your parents?"

"You're just going to have to be quiet."

I open the door and leave him upstairs to my room.

"Do you want anything to drink?"

"Uh no. No thanks."

"Um okay..."

I stare at him for a moment searching for something I didn't quite know. I walk away towards my desk, opening up my laptop.

"I found a song that I might add on a cd if you like. For your car."

He laughs. "You made me a mixtape."

"No. It's not a mixtape, it's..."

I smile and turn back around, clicking play at  the song start. I swing my upper body lightly to the beat. Jack slowly walks towards me, pushing my hair to the side. His—

"Gabrielle, hurry up!" My mother shouts. "If you are not down here in five minutes you can forget about riding with me and go solo in the bus to school."

"I'm coming", i should rolling my eyes. I fix my hair into a ponytail and quickly grab my phone and keys before running downstairs.

+

"It was crazy. He was crazy. But I don't know there something about him", my friend Ashlyn explains continuing on.

I was happy for her to find a guy who she can talk to without him being tired or aggravated by her rapid talking, but I just want into it today. I had other things on my mind.

"Well I'll see you at lunch Gabs and take care of yourself. You look a little pale."

I nod my head and smile, waving her goodbye as well enter my third period.

I take a seat in the back this time resting my head down. Geez I'm so tired from last night. I'm still trying to remember all of it.

The bell rings and my American History II class begins. I take out my phone plugging my earphones in. I close my eyes and take a deep breath.

I feel his breath hitch over my neck as his lips inch closer.

I shut my eyes and his lips trace against my neck frame making my body heat up. Goosebumps spread across my skin and my lips part slightly.

Jack lips moves against me burning my skin up.

"What do you want to do", Jack whispers.

He kisses my neck again and I tighten my grip. "Well there's some lasagna. Are you hunger?"

"Are you?"

"No."

"Me either."

My stomach starts to flutter and I feel like I'm going to puke. Our noses brush against one another as our lips meet briefly.

"We could um...we could we could watch a movie." My lips slaps against his, not connecting quite yet.

"I've seen all of the movies."

"Im pretty sure There's quite a few movies."

"I'm pretty sure I've seen them all."

I giggle, smiling as I look up at him. Our lips collide, his hands wrap under my legs pushing me up on the desk. I wrap my arms around as his stays at my waist. I lay my hand on the back of his neck pushing him closer to me. His hands move under my shirt, gripping me.

I pop open my eyes as I draw a blank. I don't know what happened after that. My heart begins to race. Nothing could of happen. I would never go that far. But it was late and it's not like it almost hasn't happen before. He wouldn't. I wouldn't. I pause. Did I loose my virginity to Jack?

AN- a particularly scene was used from The First Time. great movie check it out of you haven't and if you liked then vote and comment.

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- bri