Our Love Changed

How it all Started

It all started the night I moved to Jefferson. I was good girl getting good grades playing many sports not worrying about guys but that all started to change. Then I met Matt at when I was skating with some friends and he was there with some of his friends. But he kept staring at me and I knew he was I just didn't say anything. Matt got my snapchat from his friend that I used to talk to and that's when we started talking. At first I didn't like him, I thought he was so weird but I said I'll give him a chance cause he might be a really nice, fun guy. Matt and me were just friends when we first started talking and it stayed like that for about a month. But then he told me how he felt about and I realized I felt the same way.

"Haley I gotta tell you how I feel because I don't wanna be your friend no more."

"What why I can't lose you Matt!"

"Your not gonna lose me. It's just that I wanna be more than friends I want to be the one you call babe and I wanna be the one to cuddle with you and I want to be able to tell people that your my girl and only mine! So Haley will you please go out with me?"

"Yes I'll go out with you Matt!"

I'm actually dating Matt he's so sweet and he's amazing and he makes me laugh all the time and I see me and him being together for a long time I thought to myself. Me and Matt started to hang out every day after school and we ended up starting to go to each other's houses. 2 months had past since we started dating and we spent all of our time together no matter what. I actually felt loved he told me his feelings were strong for me and I trusted him when he said that. He told me he was in love with me and I believed that too because I was starting to fall for him hard!

"Hey I'm staying at my aunts tonight wanna come over and hang out while she goes out of town for awhile?"

"I'll be there baby!"

When Matt got there we just sat there doing nothing for a long time but then we started to make out. His hands started feeling all over my body. I got on top of and he started to tear my clothes off of me and I did the same to him. Then he slowly put is dick inside me and it felt so wrong to be doing it but then it felt so right!

"Baby... Are you sure you wanna do this? I'm not going to make you and I don't want to push you to do anything you don't want to."

"Matt I want to! I really do!"

Then right as I said that I knew I was gonna regret it but it felt so good until my aunt came home..... She didn't see anything but I'm pretty sure she knew. But after that day it felt like all Matt wanted now was sex every fucking day. We also started fighting all the time and I don't know what was happening but fuck I didn't like it. I wanted to talk to Matt about it but I was scared I didn't want to lose him but I didn't want are relationship to be just about sex. Ugh fuck that night I couldn't sleep cause I didn't fucking know what to do.

"Hey baby are you up?"

"Hey babe. What's up are you okay?"

"Yeah I'm fine it's just that I feel like ever since the first time we had sex that's all you care about now. I don't want our relationship to be all about sex, I want to go back to how our relationship was before we had sex."

"Haley Hardward! I'm not with you for just sex, I wanna be with you for the rest of my life no matter what I will always love you and always want you no one else just you. Baby I can't believe you thought that why didn't you tell me?! I don't need sex baby I just need you! I don't care about anything but you and don't worry I will never use you or hurt you NEVER!"

"Okay baby I'm sorry for thinking that."

But what I was really saying in my head is why are you lying because you know your gonna end up hurting me and you will stop loving me. I didn't know what to do so I called my so called "best friend" Juliet and asked her what to do.

"Hey Juliet how have you been I miss you so much!"

"OMG I miss you to but anyway what's wrong did you need something?"

"Yes I love Matt but I feel like he doesn't love me like he used to I still feel like he's just using me for sex and shit even though he told me he wasn't."

"Haley I see the way he looks at you I don't think he's with you for sex and if he's willing to stop having sex with you then I'm pretty sure he does want more then you body and I can tell he really loves you."

"Thx Juliet but I don't know."

"Well text me if you need anything Haley I'm always here you know that! I love you Haley."

"Yeah I know and love you too."

The next day my dad told me we were moving to Georgia in the summer which was only a couple of weeks away. I cried when I found out I didn't want to leave Iowa and Matt what would that make me and him?! Would we break up or what!? I had so much going through my head and I didn't know how I was supposed to tell Matt. So I just texted him and got it over with and waited for a respond as butterflies filled my belly cause I knew at that point Matt was gonna leave me. 10 seconds later I got a text it was from Matt!