Dekha Tumko Jubse #VariaSquad

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A/N: I know I should really be updating the other stories, but I've got these ideas stuck in my head so I may be in one shot mode for the next few days. I've got a couple different versions of this one but I'll probably post them as seperate stories.

Varun P.O.V.

I was pissed off. I don't know why, but ever since the beginning of 2015, I've barely spoken to Alia. She's always busy or says she'll talk to me later. I get that she's busy, acting isn't an easy profession, but she could at least talk to me every once in a while.

You know, I wouldn't even be this angry if she was actually as busy as she says. But she isn't and I know she isn't. Mainly because she and Sid apparently find plenty of time to hang out. I'm not even talking about when they were filming. According to Sid, they've been spending a whole lot of time together. And apparently, I'm getting in the way of their relationship. I wasn't aware they were in a relationship. Every time I bring it up with Alia, she denies it. If she's with Sid I have no problems. I mean as long as she's happy. But she could at least tell me. I'm supposed to be here best friend. Up until six months ago, I was supposedly irreplaceable for her. Funny how I can go from irreplaceable to irrelevant in the span of six months.

I'm sick and tired of being so confused and feeling so... betrayed. I'm sorting this out right now. I'm going to go and talk to her.

Alia P.O.V.

The doorbell rang and I went to answer it. To my surprise, Varun was stood on the other side. More surprising than the fact he was here was the look of anger, sadness and maybe betrayal? I stared at him in shock, not really able to believe he was actually stood there in front of me. After a minute, I finally managed to find my voice.

'Varun... am I dreaming or are you actually here?' I asked, trying to make sure I wasn't going insane. I don't think I've spoken to Varun in the past few months. And he definitely hasn't been to my house in at least six months.

'No. I'm actually here. Now, are you going to let me in or should I just stand outside?' His tone was harsh and I was taken aback. He rarely used that tone of voice and he had definitely never used it with me. I stepped aside wordlessly and waited for him to come inside before shutting the door. I turned to face him and was again shocked by how furious he looked.

'Varun, su tyu? Why do you look so angry?' (What happened?) I asked, slightly worried.

'Don't start acting like you're concerned about me! I know you don't give a shit!' He yelled. I froze, scared of Varun for the first time in my life.

'Varun, calm down. You don't know what you're saying.' I said, taking a tentative step towards him. He scoffed.

'I don't know what I'm saying? I know exactly what I'm saying, Alia. I know you really couldn't care less about me and I know you don't want to see me, but I came here to sort things out, because, quite frankly, I have no idea what I'm supposed to belive anymore. After today, you won't have to deal with me anymore. We can go our seperate ways and we'll both be happier.' His words were sharp and they hurt like hell. It was like being stabbed repeatedly in the heart. I'm not sure what hurt more, the fact that he thinks I don't care about him or that he'll be happier without me in his life.

'Varun, I'm sorry that you think that way, but it's not true. I do care about you and I do want to see you. I've missed you.' I was being completely 100% honest. It was my fault we hadn't spoken recently, I had been brushing him off, ignoring him, but I had my reasons.

'You've missed me?! Wow. You've been ignoring me for months and now you miss me? No. Don't lie. I really don't care. I only came here to ask you what the hell is going on between you and Sid.'