Confessions Of A Sexual Assault Survivor

2010

This story will have triggers in each chapter so read at your own discretion.
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Time passed as I graduated high school and became engaged to my child hood crush high school sweetheart and my marine. Right now I'm attending job corp training in carpentry. My fiance is currently deployed to Afghanistan. I was on my way home for summer break.
Halfway through summer break I wasn't feeling to good but my friend David wouldn't let up in me hanging out. So even though I took my trazidone (my sleeping pills) I went to hang out with him. So he picked me up and we went back to his parents house were he was living. We played the ps3 a bit before deciding to throw in a movie. I curled up I'm the corner with a blanket and he lounged in his desk chair. I couldn't fight it anymore and fell asleep but it wasn't a normal sleep I slept pretty light but even if I was awake it was like I was paralyzed I just couldn't move open my eyes or anything. After about an hour or so I felt David lay next to me it felt like I was dreaming like I wasn't really awake.
He rubbed his fingers across my lips. I couldn't move no matter how hard I tried. After a few moments David started rubbing his member against my lips pushing it into my mouth. No mater how hard I tried to move and protest I couldn't move. He continued to do as he pleased till he was done and satisfied. I passed out as it made my anxiety skyrocket to the point t of past exhaustion. The next morning he played it off that nothing happened so I thought it was a dream until years later when I hear him bragging about what he did that night. Then it hit me it wasn't a dream it was real it really happened.