Wrong Choice

Chapter 22

Toshina and Zenique in multimedia

Zenique POV

After we left da restaurant i was happy that toshina agree to be my girlfriend cause honestly i do care for her and really like her alot since dese last couple of weeks we been close so i was like i knew her in a way u know.

We was in my car i wanted to take her somewhere that was always a special spot for me. I pulled up to Rikers park in she looked at me with a raise eyebrow.

"I Want To Show U Something" i said to her we got out i locked up my doors in we walked through a dark trail to i got to the spot i wanted to show her.

It was dark in a little cold out but i wouldn't have this moment with anybody else. We sat on the rock in look out at the water and sky dere were a few stars out tonight it was a beautiful night out tonight.

"I Don't Like Secrets Wen It Comes Down To Aye Relationship Do You Have Any?" I said breaking da silent we had between us. She looked at me in sigh "I don't have any secrets but I'm not perfect either i have my flaws" she said "So Tell Me What Are They? I'm Not Perfect Either But I Respect Woman I Have Always Been Da One To Be Heart Broken In Every Relationship" i said looking out at da view.

"I have never been in love i don't even understand in da whole love concept so i don't know how to love anyone other then my family and Brandisha well brandy as u know her by she like my family we grew up together we never had real love in a relationship so we never told any one beside each other and our family we love dem. We didn't have much growing up living with siblings and two parents who's struggling everyday to make a dollar to feed us is really hard to do. But they always made sure we had food on da table clothes on our backs and shoes on our feets by any means necessary" she said looking at da view i nodded "I Can Relate To Some Of Dem Things But We Grew Up Wealthy Our Whole Life's Was Pretty Much Handed To Us We Never Had To Do Anything To Get Head In Life But When Our Parents Let Us Live The Real World By Making Us Get Out There And Get It On Our Own We Didn't Know What The Fuck To Do And People Always Had Their Hands Out For Our Money. Girls Made Us Fall In Love With Dem Thinking Da Wanted Dey Loved Us But Nawl All Dey Loved Was Our Money And Da Things We Did For Dem. My First Heart Break I Had I Went To My Sister Keineikia Me And Her Has Always Been The Closest Ones Cause Were Both Da Same In Some Many Ways And Were Da Oldest Out Of Three Siblings Its Five Of Us Total. She Help Me Through My Heart Break Like I Help With Hers We Cried Together But We Tried Again And Mother Fuckers Still Fucked Us In We Ended Back Up With Four More Heart Breaks That Still Scars Us Today. We Vowed To Never Love Another And Keep Our Guards Up Because All These Females Are The Same" i said looking at da sky.