Gay shit everywhere.
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This work contains my real experiences about sexual encounters since the day I was born until the present. If this offends you, I highly suggest not to read it! You have been warned.
The video above is the music video of Wild by Troye Sivan. I think this really suits the theme of the chapter, since I will be going to tell you about my past, back when I was still very young where something happened me and my childhood friend, which had possibly caused my confusion and what I became of now.
I'm not that sure if it's possible to tell this on Wattpad because of the rules. So instead of writing this in a mature manner. I will just give you hints and insights but not to tell the whole of it, or vividly tell the scenes.
This really happened before, but i barely remember the actual act because as I said, it happened when I was a kid. Maybe between 7 to 9 years old, I'm not sure. So it's up to you if you'll believed what I will about to tell.
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Being a child, your horizon of freedom is limitless. To explore something new is like an ecstasy that brings you an up-roaring excitement. But this particular thing I experienced with me having pure conscience, without knowing what is actually happening. Little did I knew that this will open the doors for me.
We were playing basketball in our place together with four other playmates, all of them were boys. In which one of the boys is my very best friend named John, we're the same in age. While the other two were much older than us, maybe five years older.
The area where we played basketball was situated in an open meadow with corn plants behind. As I remembered, it was almost dark when we stopped and sat for a break. Then we were talking and laughing like normal buddies do.
After that, one of my older playmate decided to take a piss and we all agreed to come by. We usually do that altogether at that time. We have a little competition where we compare whose gonna have the highest fountain of urine. Also teasing and joking with each which dick was more bigger or longer and which has the smallest. Until now, I could still remember and picture in the back of my mind the biggest dick in the four of us. Haha, I won't tell you what it looks like.
In those moments, I didn't feel gay at all. I felt like I'm really one of them, without any malice.
Then all of a sudden, one of the older kid pushed me, causing me to lie on the ground. I didn't have any idea what was going to occur. I thought it was just a usual playing around, bromance as they said.
The next this I remembered, was that my bestfriend also came down on top of me. He had still his zipper unclose, with his stiffed fly open. The two other seemed to encourage my bestfriend, like cheerleaders.
I don't know what was going on my mind that time but I just let what they were doing. It's awkward but I had that feeling building up inside of me, that somehow, I did like what was happening. Especially there will be no one that could see us, since we were covered with towering corn plants.
However, that was just all. Nothing more happened after that. Because we heard the voice of John's mother shouting his name. Calling him for it was about to go dark. From that, we withdrew back to our own houses.
Since that day, the incident replayed on my head almost every time I saw my best friend. And the made to change the way I looked on my best friend. Which grew to a crush, to the point that I peek every moment he let his shirt off.
We were still friends until today and keep in touch through facebook. Since we flew together with my parents to Germany right after I graduated in elementary.
P.S. Forgive my English. It is not my primary language. Also feel free to comment below and ask me anything. I will try my best to answer with all that I can do. Thank you!
