You broke me into pieces.

First of the Beggining

My name is Shade, Girl but Boyish. I have a boy bestfriend that really broke my heart, even when we were just only bestfriends. and I will start the story of my life.

We were just in our elementary days back then, when there was one boy that i really want to be bestfriend with. Typically, I don't really have the side of a girly one, instead, I have that boyish one that's why it's really easy for me to hang out with the boys, no intentions of flirting, really. But i really hated the fact that they really treated me as a boy, they punch me in my shoulders, knock me off when they jump, like you've seen in the NBA actually the bro's thing in the basketball, and they really cussed here cussed there, tells a nasty topic even when i am present in the group, it is because they really think of me as a boy, like them. But, i really love to hang out with my buddies it is just that, they don't really overact, they don't insult you that can hurt your feelings, they do insulting but in a way that you guys bond, and they respect you, i feel it, they didn't treat me wrong, they go gentle and harsh on me everytime but i love them because they're the only ones that i spent time together, i am not close to the girls in our room, just a few of them but not so really that talkative, not like with my boys. I always love the idea of having a group with boys and one boy bestfriend that you can really trust of. It's not like I'm trying to flirt with them, it's just that it's really easy to be friends with boys more than girls because some pick friends if only they are rich, pretty and famous, but with my boys they are not looking at your status, as long as you are being true and having a respect for yourself it is enough for them.