Judgmental
Disgusting
Cruel
Hating
Will I keep my life ? I'm still debating
This world is so scary
I feel so alone
My Only escape ? Writing a poem
I can't cut I made a promise
And to that promise I will stay honest
But I never promised not to die
I never promised not to cry
I didn't promise to stay sane
I can't control the voices in my brain
'You stupid slut rot in hell '
Who's voice is it ? I can't tell
There are to many to tell them apart
But that voice is only the start
Selfish queer and so fat
All of them agree with that ,
ungrateful , ugly , rude
How could they be so crude?
But maybe they are right ..
Maybe I should give up the fight .
I can jump and finally be free
I can be free and finally be me .
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~foz
