Living a life of lies

Chapter 13

Sierras pov

Today is the frist Christmas without my mom I haven't really come out of my room I miss her so much.

"it's perfect outside its like God let me dial up the weather got the whole crew here, I ain't seen some of them in forever, it's one of never forget it, better stop and take it in kinda sence everythings just right yea except for one thing.

You should be here, standing with your arms around me here, cracking up cracking a cold beer saying cheers hey y'all it's sure been a good year, it's one moments it's hot your name written all over it and you should know that if I had just one wish it'd be that you didn't have to meet this you should be here.

You'd be taking way too many pictures on your phone showing off to everybody that you know back home, and even some you don't yea they say now your in a better place and I would be to if I could see your face

You should be here standing with your arms around me here cracking up cracking a cold beer saying cheers hey y'all it's sure been a good year its one of those moments it's hot your name written all over it and you should know that if I just had one wish it'd be that you didn't have to meet this aw you should be here.

You'd be loving this, you'd be freaking out you'd be smiling yeah, I know you'd be all about what's going on right here right now god I wish somehow you could be here.

Oh you should be here

It's one of those moments it's hot your name written all over it and you should know that if I had just one wish it'd be that you didn't have to miss this aw you should be here, you should be here" I sang playing gituar and crying I want her back.

Jason's pov

I heard her crying I think it's time I give her, her present.

"honey can I come in" I knocked

"yea come in" she said I walked in and sat next to her

"hey sweetie I have something for you it's from your mom, she said when we found out that she was pregnant that if we had a girl she would pass this down to you and you could pass it down to your daughter" I said handing her a box she opened it and gasped

"daddy it's beautiful" she said put the necklace on her and smiled

"you know you look just like her" I said tucking a peice of hair behind her ear

"can we go to her grave please" she asked

"yea get your coat I'll be downstairs" I said and kissed her head.

So she came down and we went to the cemetery.

Sierras pov

"hi momma today's Christmas the frist Christmas without you, I miss you so much, I love the necklace I'll treasure it forever and someday my daughter will wear it and pass it to her daughter I love you momma" I said and then we went home and did presents.

Even though I lost momma I found daddy and Im glad I still have him.