When I was little, my mother always told me I was a special little girl
Different in my own way
I never knew how I was different
I just "was"
During grade school
I would always be teased for my differences
I never knew why
The teasing got progressively worse
To the point where I was physically hurt by them
I never knew why they hurt me
In middle school
It got so bad that I had to go to the hospital
I had broken bones everywhere
But I wasn't hurting anywhere
I never knew why
When I finally recovered
The abuse only got worse
Some days I would be knocked unconscious
I never knew how I'd end up
When I graduated from highschool
I was glad to be free from abuse
But boy
Was I wrong
It was worse than before
I never knew it'd be this bad
In the end
I never knew how or why I was different
And so
I began to question everything
Maybe I wasn't different
Maybe I was just like them
Maybe they hated me
I never knew the reason
One day
I met an old bully
He tried to hurt me
And then
Just then
Something awoke in me
Something I'd never felt before
Something I knew made me different
Maybe this is how I was different
I never knew what being alive really felt like
I fought back effortlessly
And won
I actually won
I never knew how good it felt to be on the other end of the punches
I now knew how I was different
I was faster
Smarter
Stronger
And they were afraid
They never wanted me to find out
Never wanted my true self be unleashed
But when I was unleashed
I felt an indescribable feeling
And I'm never going back
I know that now
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Odd Writing
Randomi was bored when writing these so... yea a/n-these aren't (entirely based off of my life, more of my life, other people i knew, parts of songs, and other things) a/n-if there's a song, listen to the song while reading it adds to the effect
