You will never know if you gonna love him.
You will never know if he is gonna be so special.
But when you find it out, you will thank god for everything.
The first time i met him, i did not feel anything. My heart beat normally. I acted cool. I did not shy. Not even a bit. But then that feeling just come out as fast as the wind. My brother was right, awesome people never say they are awesome. I figured it out from him. Well, you would say he is just an ordinary guy from his cover. But when you through into his life, you will collect some gold. Oh no, i mean a lot of gold.
The way he care about people, stopped my heart. And then the way he loves me, make me feel so special. Every night i lay down in my bed thinking "why did i get so lucky?" and then i start crying knowing how much i love him. Not because i am sad, it because i am too happy. My mother said, some people will cry when they are too happy. It's kinda weird right?
You know what? He have the most amazing voice that i ever heard. He does not believe me. But i was just telling him the truth. He said " You said that just because you love me a lot." . Well, i do love him a lot but i was telling him the truth too. He is so cute, you know.
Every night, before sleep, i took like 20-30 minutes to think about what happened in my life, and when i start get into his place on my mind castle, i got stuck. Like i said before, i start crying. I wish i could tell him now how much i love him. But don't worry, he will read this soon. Again, he is the most amazing thing that happen to me. He is my live. Oh wait, he is my universe. I don't know if i can live without him, cause all i know a day without talking to him, i feel like dying. Even you see me smile, i don't really smile.
"He is my soul. I love him in a way that no one ever love him, or has love him or will love him.
And i love him in a way i never have loved anyone else."
Sincerely,
His Future Wife.
