They say life is a gift.
But I hate life sometimes!! You know why? Because it is always unfair. It's like I'm sad and everybody is happy. It seems like I'm made to understand but will never be understood. I have to be kind and others are free to be mean. It's just that having the what they call kindness will not lead me to something good. I'm kind and people will take that kindness as my weakness. Life sucks when it comes to me I guess. I hate it because life never give me reasons to be really happy. I know my happiness depends on me, but everyday I'm struggling to fake that smile. I have to push it hard and believe on the positive side of life. I can't be that old sweet girl I used to be. As of now, I want to be good at being bad. Yeah! Just like the lines from Avril Lavigne's song what the hell.. All my life I've been good but now ALL I WANT IS TO MESS AROUND!! Ooh ooh what the H.E.L.L.!!
As I put my headphones to listen to that song somebody snatch my diary
#snatch
HEY!! Who the hell are you?llGive it back! Give my diary back.
Suddenly ..
I looked up to see someone grinning on me while reading my only friend, yeah.. my diary.
Give it back or else....
I struggled to reach for my diary as he try to lift it up away from my reach.
Or else what ?Ms. Lifehater? You will put me on your hate list?,plastering his oh so cute smile.! WHAt?No erase that. I didnt mention that his cute.
So, why do you hate life that much?? Ms.Lifehater? Giving that smirk again.
Mind your own business Mister. I snapped. Glaring at him with my Shut up look.
Just give it back.
And the bell rings!Signal that lunch break has ended and its time for the next subject. Math!. Yeah, the one I sucked with.
