The Girl Who New

The body in the hole

I woke up at 10:00 in the morning feeling like a piece of me got ripped away apart of me was gone. Then I remembered everything that happened yesterday the pain, screaming and every time I try to close my I eyes I see my mom's face.

It all gave me a banging headache I had to get stitches and a cast on my lower leg including my foot . I had to get dressed for my mom funeral. I put on a long sleeve black dress that went to my knees then put a thin belt around my waist struggling to get around. I added a necklace and some bracelets I put my hair in a messy bun then put on black flats .

I went to my full mirror and looked at myself people always said I looked like my mom The thought of my dear mom made me cry. I thought of all the happy memories when she would get happy she would dace like there was know one watching. If you was sad and low she would always make you laugh by laughing. Are favorite thing to do was walk in the woods in a graceful and a peaceful silence we would be hypnotized by the beauty of the nature we would walk like that for hours smelling the flowers feeling the warm crummy dirt under are bear feet. Hearing the whistle of the wind gracefully sweep across the woods floor.

I was kicked out of my thoughts when the house phone on mine desk ringed. I looked at it, it was a unknown caller?

"hello" I said.

"hey little Jay". My heart skipped a beat when I heard that voice and my nickname he gave to me when I was a little girl .

" Jason I have not heard from you in a month why wouldn't you call me". Jason is my brother he is 23 and in the Army he was the only one who new my secrets he kept me safe from them and helped me make wise decision.

"Sorry we could not talk to anyone we were under attack ".

" So you did not here what happened ". I tried to hold back the tears and whimpers but I couldn't.

" No and what is wrong ". I could here the worry in his voice as he said that.

"mom died" Two simple little words that can change your life forever. He did not say anything he was just silent.

" What happened "he said I think finally getting over the shock.

"Someone broke in to the house I tried to help her but he tied me up and I couldn't do nothing but sit there and watch".

" Did you get hurt and were was James ". He said with concern he's always been protected over me and he never really liked are Father but he hind it well but this time was different he said James are father in disgust and disapproval? I shook the feeling off though.

" Dad was at work at the time and I only got a really bad headache , stitches and a cast that cut off below my nee from were he throw me and some bruises that will heal".

" I wish I could come home but they will not let me it hurts to know what's happening over there and I cannot help in anyway". I heard the sorrow in his voice that he was sorry he was sitting in the back ground and couldn't do anything about it. I missed him so much.

"I love you I will talk to you in a week or so they keep me updated". He said.

" I love you to promise me nothing will happen to you I cannot bare the thought of losing you to".I said. And I couldn't if I lost him I would lose the last important thing to me.

"I promise little j" he said. Then all I could hear was a buzz he hung up the phone.

I heard someone barge into my room it was my dad he had a blank face that always scared me." Scarlett Let's go funeral now " he said with anger and resentment he did not flinch at the word or the thought of it, it's like he truly did not care about what just happened, but why ?