Trapped in the world of fears
Where no one can see my tears
Alot of Broken hearts
Alot of bleeding hurts
Behind that beautiful smile
A horrible , shocking dark side
Its like a Schizophrenia
Or we can say mephobia
They love you when You Are Happy
They hate you when are Sad
They want u when you have the money
Hurt u until u get mad
They'll kill u if they got the chance
They are two faced
They love u, and hate u
They break u, and fix u
They hurt u, and treat u
At the same time
Love was never true
They just act to get u
Even we are not in a movie
I'm born to live not to die
They can't say the truth , but perfect at telling a lie
I know it's a stupid story
But here only i can tell my story
I was good , so fragile
But now i understood
what's behind their smiles
I was worthwhile
So should i care?
Should i respect?
It was like a nightmare
When i've got the impact
You saw my fears ....
But you never saw my fears....
I'm sorry about what i'll do
Because once i lose my respect to u
Believe me i'm going to be so rude
You saw my red lipstick
My red dress
But not my black shirt
Check now who is going to be the best
Remember when You've left me alone?
But life goes on
I know before you've won
But sorry no more
I've suffered
I've learned
And guess what? Now i'm changed
If u don't listen to them , you'll be a queen
But try to love them , they'll be so mean
They've learned me how to hate
How to break a heart
I wanna scream but i can't
So i've decided to get stitches in my hand
It was bleeding , while my heart was freezing
I was scared to say
I was scared not to obey
I was trapped in a jail
Where when u try , you always fail
But now i'm another girl
Now i can get out of the jail
Now i'm not scared any more
I was always losing but no more
Thank u for what you've did cuz now i became strong
No more tears , No more fears
Now i know how to survive
Now i know how to become alive.
