True, most on stage idol interactions are scripted and they have no choice but to put on a smile, but they truly do love performing and interacting with the fans. Thats when they're happy. The bright side of their career. But its in between those concerts and fan signs that they suffer, thats when they go through all the pressure from their companies, the media and antis. Those are the moments they question wether to continue in the entertainment industry or not. Thats when their hearts crumple and their souls turn dark. Jung Hoseok tried to escape the between schedule depression, but failed. Oh how he tried to stay the bright ray of sunshine he is on stage. In the end he fell into the abyss of misery like the others.
Min Yoongi on the other hand, was never a bright light, nor on stage nor off stage. Yes he was brighter on stage than off, but he still didn't shine. An trail of gloominess followed him everywhere. Wether he liked it or not. At this point he simply gave up, he put on a small smile for the fans but no more.
That question, that one question made all of bangtan question they truly or not deserved to be where they were. Wether they would be happier to happier to just give up. Those thirteen words shook both their troubled souls.
'If you could make the decision again would you still become an idol?'
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In between schedule misery
FanfictionEverybody goes through those moments when everything seems grey and sad. Those moments when you question everything to your very existence. You can't deny it everyone goes through that at some point. Even our beloved idols. **more of a drabble than...
