In between schedule misery

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' If you could make the decision again, would you still become an idol?' Of course all seven of them said yes, but back at the dorm everybody seemed to be in a trance.

Seokjin was absently eating leftovers, Taehyun seemed to be watching TV but he was actually staring into the void, with a sleeping Jimin by his side. Jungkook and Namjoon were locked in their respective rooms doing their own thing. Yoongi, well Yoongi wasn't doing anything very different from any other day. Normally he either sleeps, works on music or lays on his bed 'observing' the ceiling. That day he was doing just that. Then you have Hoseok... Who was in the practice room, rolling from one end of the room to the other. He did that for a little while, until he ran into the wall. His head hurting and his heart aching he decided to call another member to see if they could come and pick him up. He didn't really choose who to call, Hoseok simply dialed the number of the first person on his contact list. Yoongi.
Yoongi answers the call but Hoseok wasn't greeted with the usual ' what do you want hoseok?' but instead was received by silence. Really, really heavy silence. Hoseok might be an annoying little shit sometimes but he knows how to pick his moments, so he decided to just sit in silence with Yoongi and if Yoongi feels like it, talk with him.

A few minutes passed with none of them uttering a word, yet just laying there, knowing the other is there brought a certain comfort.

" Do you think we'll get pass this?" Yoongi asks, his voice cracking.
" I don't know hyung.... do other idols go through this?" Hoseok, replies turning onto his stomach
" I hope not , because this is awful"
" yeah" Hoseok sighs
After a certain time Hoseok spoke again.
" Honestly Yoongi, would you?"
" What?" Yoongi asks confused, though a soft smile formed on his face.
" Have become an idol, would you still have done it?" Hoseok reformulates his question.

There's a long pause, before a response came.

" I would, although I feel like giving up, like I'm not worth it, I can't see myself myself doing anything else. So as long as the fans believe in me, as long as they believe I should be here , that I should be a part of BTS I will," Yoongi takes a deep breath before continuing " and as long as you and the rest of the group are standing and want my help I won't give up on music" he finishes.

Hoseok is left speechless, he never knew Yoongi was having such a hard time. He was so busy trying to keep himself from drowning instead of helping somebody else that was already in too deep.

" Well said hyung, well said."

A/N:

Sorry this was short but I didn't feel like I needed to continue, so I apologise if you don't like the ending. Please comment your thoughts. Do you guys think I should do something in this style again ?