Sebastian X OC/Reader. Heart Desire

chapter three. The Psycho.

|| Wellz, as normal. I'm going to add my own personal oc Lillian Heatherfield. I hope you like here :3 thank chu.

( Your p.o.v)

I groan, before waking up groggily. My fingers pulled the blanket off my cold body. Why was it cold, when the sheets where so warm. My throat clogged up slightly, I coughed. Before raising my finger to my head. It hurt a lot, like thousands of angry bees buzzing and stinging inside my mind. I threw my legs over the side, standing up quickly. I almost fell right back over. What was happening?, I had a sudden illness. It wasn't right.

I began to feel dizzy, slipping. My foot stumbled over my other foot and I crashed into my bed side table. The lampshade shattered. It had been a stained glass cover. The metal pole the wiring was inside jabbed my lower back. Burping, I puked in my mouth. I forced it back down, the acid that came up from my stomach tasted disgusting.

Suddenly, the door flung open. Sebastian came to my Side immediately, picking me up.
"..(Y/N), What...what happened!?" His arms held me too him, frowning. It was impossible to explain properly.
"...I feel sick...drained..headaches..weak...Sebastian, its too soon for a illness to come on!" I gasped out in pain. Not, physical pain. Mental struggling. I hadn't a clue what was happening.
"....I..think I know whats wrong. (Y/N).. Please allow me to look over your body. I can pass on information, or effects to Lilian. She is the second female here. But, she recently hasn't bothered any of us. She's in a rough patch. But, she knows her way around illnesses. Please rest, whilst I sort everything out." Sebastian noticed automatically I had a long thick slit down my forearm. He shoved me into the bed again, and kissed my head. Before leaving me be.

( Sebastian's p.o.v)

Jesus Christ!, I didn't expect Lilian to act so quickly. My fingers turned into fists. Heading to the last room on the top floor. Barging threw the door into Lilian's room.
"....Explain yourself!, Now!" My voice erupted, I even felt a shudder of nerve race through my body. I looked at Lilian. She sat at her window, blood smeared on her chin as she smiled, looking over to me.
"...Explain What Sebastian?, you allowed a girl in our masters estate. Two days later you love her..please. I don't know whats worse. Watching love fail, or go crazy without being fed.." her voice was sharp. Ever since her past was uncovered, she changed. I tried helping her, but she pushed me away so easily.
"...Lilian. Please, stop. Your psychosis isn't helping matters. Nor is your demons fetishes. Or urges." I frowned, before grabbing her wrists after walking over.

Lilian looked up, her jaw hung low, her six pearly white fangs shone as she twitched, her eyes narrowed as she grumbled.
"...What...do you want.."
"...I want you, Lilian. To start behaving like yourself. Knowing your past now. Doesn't mean you change"
Me and Lilian once dated, where engaged too. But, she went insane. Completely bonkers. She said she could never love again, even though I knew it broke her every day to of had to break up. But. Life had to go on.
"....Shut up, shut up!...I need her!, her energy..blood its. fascinating . tastes wonderful...you won't understand. Never...I need feeding sometimes Sebastian. Just allow me. This once!" Lilian squeals, before I yanked her. Making her fall into my chest as I hug her tight.
"..No, I know how you work. Lilian, please. Stop. Do find someone else for your games. Please" I kept her against me. Trying to persuade her. She was feeding off (Y/N) for her demonic desire. A freaky fetish. It caused issues, a lot. But, I understood it wasn't always her fault for a sudden attraction.
"....Fine...I decided myself. You had no say!" She twitched, before digging her fingernails into my shoulder, shoving me away. Her entire body was shaking gently. "..Something in me just wants..wants blood..Sebastian, you know I crave it. It's delicious. I apologise for..hurting (Y/N). I just, felt like it was the answer. But, I realise that everything I urge to do, is usually a mistake. Leave, now. I want to be alone..how it should be.." her voice was soft. I respect her wishes, nodding.
"..I'll keep check on you, Lilian. You need support. Your letting emotions engulf your core and the urges and lusts control you. Remain safe." I turned and left, hurrying up to be with (Y/N).

I rushed back into her room, laying beside (Y/N). She was asleep. Her mouth open a little as she stirred. My arms wrapped around her waist as I pulled her into my chest. Smiling gently. I could feel her breath pass her soft lips. Her eyes shut peacefully. I cuddled up with her. Before thinking, how long. How long until Lilian strikes again?. I wouldn't know. She was allowed, Ciel knew what she was capable with too, and let it happen as it was her nature. This time, I simply made her stop with using her emotions against her, she was humiliated by my touch. Hence why I grabbed her. I'd be wary for a while. Especially since Lilian has friends that probably cause her to act even more ruthless. All I was concerned about was keeping (Y/N) Safe.

( Your P.O.V)

Gradually, I awoke in Sebastian's grasp. His eyes where shut, assuming he was asleep. I slipped out his grasp. I felt tones better. My smiled was gentle, gazing upon his face, he seemed to be happy, sleeping peacefully. I moved towards the dressing table, setting down on the stool. I looked at myself, I felt fine. But I looked a mess. Paler than normal, dark circles under my eyes. I sighed, before lifting my arm. Glancing down. The incision had been on my elbow crease. It went along my forearm. Deep, but a perfectly cut line. A few bruises where around it, a..a tooth mark?!.

My head snapped up, hearing something in the hallway in front of the door. I looked quickly at the clock, 4:30 am. Who was up at this time?! . Sebastian was even asleep!. Quietly, I stood up. My eyebrows slanted as I opened the door slowly. Eyes scanning the hall. Before something grabbed my throat, yanking me and shutting the door. I shut my eyes due to the pressure against my neck. Crawling across my collarbones, was warm breath. It travels along my skin. Up my neck to my jawbone.
"...Miss Candre, a beautiful little thing in a skirt. BLEGH!" I heard another person, female. Strong worded and, rather angry. Her grip on my throat was hard. Practically crushing my windpipe. "...It's a shame Sebastian said I couldn't feed off itsy bitsy you. Seeing how..lovely that cut is looking. I do appreciate your kindness, your blood tasted amazing!" She began to laugh, like a madman. I felt helpless.
"...P-please.." I was cut short by a sharp fingernail stabbing my chin.
"...Oh, but why...I'm having fun. Aren't you?.." she giggled, her voice sounded hungry. "...Ciel doesn't stop me form claiming my feast. But, I unfortunately was asked to spare you. By Sebastian" she continued to talk. Before slamming me into the wall again, harder. I opened my eyes, seeing the woman. She had wide, psychotic eyes. Her body structure was well built, yet womanly. She smirked, her six fangs shown. Four against her bottem lip, and her other two fangs against her top lip. She then dropped me. I fell, seeing her scuffed boots, black leather. A straight dress along her body. A split up its side.
"...Whats the matter?, I'm being social!...HAHA "

I trembled, trying to catch my breath. Curling up in agony as I whine. Suddenly, I saw the woman fall to her knees. A shadow over her.
"....That's enough, Lilian. " it was my saviour. Sebastian.