it all started in 8th grade . i met this guy named Jose . i sorta started liking him cos of the compliments he would tell me , i fell for it . he was a major player . we would always talk on the phone & have late night conversations. Talking to him became a daily thing. But this one day i told him that i liked him & then all of a sudden we quit talking . i would always write depressing statuses about him and he would like it ._. He was a heartless motherfucker . but after time goes by we started talking like a month later . it wasn the same though . i met this boy name Aiden ( jose's bff) he was amazing <3 he became my best friend . we would talk 24/7 . have long walks and talk on the phone . we would take silly pictures . i told him everything about me . he was such a funny cute guy. i started liking him . and this one day he made a move . he put him arms around me and told me that he loved me . my huge mistake was believing that . everything went great for awhile . until some hoe decided to get between us . i mean half of the school knew i liked him , it was obvious . she would like get on top of him and hold hands like wtf hoe don't you have a boyf HOTS bitch . i would tell him about her and he would always defend her . so i decided to walk away and let him go . i was really in pain . he hurt me so much . this pain lasted about 3 months i would cry everg night and sometimes in school . i changed . i wasn't the same "happy girl" and people started noticing. right after i finally moved on . he decided to call me and say sorry . and like a dumbass a forgave him . and we had like an on & off communications (we argued alot over that whore) i mean half of the school thought they were dating . the thing that really sucks is that all my classes were close to him :( so it was harder for me to move on . especially when we had soo many memories . i can't delete the pics we took , the smile on the pic was the realest smile i ever had . now its all fake but no one has a clue thank god (:
- Selina Gonzalez
p.s. ig : _selinaGonzalez
