Stuff has really changed for me in the last 3 months. I've come out of my "trans" phase, I've started hanging round with a different crowd of people, and realised that there's no point getting worked up with some of the bullshit that was going on in my life. Subsequently, I'm a happier person; ive cut a poisonous person out of my life, I broke out of the stale relationship with my ex girlfriend, and I'm giving less shits about things I was getting worked up over-ive become less sensitive to things like sjw for example 😂 (to think I ever took that stuff seriously. ..that's for another time).
I've found an amazing group of people who don't give a shit about much either, and are a nice contrast to my only social circle being grammar school girls-i love my friends, but it's great mixing with a crowd of different people too.
I've officially stopped being friends with someone who was on/off for ages...and broke the vicious cycle of be friends/suddenly turn salty/me trying to make friends again which seemed to go on and on. ..until I realised how much more fun it is to not care.
So yeah. I deleted my old book because it's embarrassing tbh- my sjw phase that I would like to quickly forget and move on- also I'm no longer so d e p r e s s e d. I'm in a good head space, I'm laughing more easily, and I've found time to do things like learn the guitar (PROPER LY learn it- and I'm kinda good! )
So yeah. Idk if I'll update or not, but this is just a note for people following me (all 10 of you) and anyone who really cares. And to people who really don't care and actually hate me- just to let u know I'm happier than I've ever been, and definetly happier than you 😊
