EASE (ft. Broods)- Troye Sivan

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S E U N G C H E O L
take me back to the basics and the simple life

You gasp and sit up straight in your bed. You had had another flashback from the war for the hundredth time since you had been home. The scene replayed in your head; bullets raining upon your troop, five hitting your best friend in the chest. You swing your legs over the edge of your bed and walk to the kitchen. You make yourself a glass of water and sip it slowly. Multiple scenes from the war replayed behind your eyes, your eyes soon filling with tears. You close your eyes tightly and and feel warm tears running down your cheeks. You feel hands turn you around and your face is pressed into a soft shirt. You wrap your arms around Seungcheol, your shoulders shuddering as you sobbed into his shirt. He runs his fingers up and down your back soothingly as he whispers calming things in your ear. He rocked you gently around the kitchen until you calmed down. He led you back to your shared room. "Lie down with me," he pleaded, holding open the blankets on the bed. You climbed back under the sheets and he pulled you towards him. He put his arm around you, his other arm supporting his head. His thumb rubbed circles on your waist. "Sorry about getting your shirt wet," you whispered.
"It's fine." You could hear the smile in his voice. He kissed your hair. "I love you." he said. "I love you too." you replied and closed your eyes. You fell asleep shortly after, Seungcheol's arms around you and your bodies pressed together, legs a tangled mess.

J I S O O
i'm down to my skin and bones

You looked at yourself disapprovingly in the mirror. You sucked in your stomach and pinched your thighs. You sighed, angry that you still hadn't lost enough weight. "Are you okay, Babe?" you heard from outside the bathroom door.
"Yeah, I'm fine," you said. You gave yourself one last disgusted look before opening the door. Today, you and Jisoo were going to be hanging out at the dorm with the other boys, singing karaoke and watching movies. Today was going to be an easy day, so you put on a dark gray v-neck shirt and skinny blue jeans and Jisoo's maroon cardigan. "You almost ready Y/N?" he asked from the other room.
"Yep," you said quickly walking out to meet him.

\-|-/

"Noona!" Mingyu yelled pulling you into a tight hug.
"Ming-yu...can't...breathe,"you said in a strained voice. Finally, after a few seconds, he released you. The other boys engulfed you in a hug. God, I missed these dorks, you thought to yourself. "Hey, Noona, do you want some pizza?" Mingyu asked innocently, holding out a slice . "No, thanks." you lied. Unfortunately, stomach growled loudly, contradicting your previous answer. Mingyu raised an eyebrow suspiciously. "Take it," he said again. The slice looked delicious but your thighs said otherwise. "I've had enough to eat for today." you said. "But, Noona-" he continued. "Shh, don't pester, Ming-Ming." you chided, pinching his cheek. He slapped your hands away. "Okay, Noona."

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A few hours later, the boys wanted to watch a movie. "Y/N can you go find Mingyu and Jisoo and make them grab some blankets?" You complied and stood up, walking around the house, looking for the pair. You find them in the kitchen, talking.
"I'm telling you the truth, I tested her again. She said she wasn't hungry though I clearly her stomach growl loudly. I don't think Noona's eating." Mingyu said. You hung your head in shame. It would only take a matter of time until he found out.

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You stood on the scale for the 5th time this week. You only lost a pound. You sighed and ran your fingers through your hair. You felt a presence behind you. "This is the 5th time this week." He led you off of the scale. "Why?" he asked. "I don't know."  you replied honestly. "You need to stop before you go too far. " he said as he engulfed you in a hug.

H A N S O L
tell me all of the things that make you feel at ease

Your breathing quickened as you slid down the wall, tears falling down your face. "Baby, focus on me," Hansol said, kneeling in front of you. You were having another panic attack; stress had overtaken you. He took your cold, shaky hands in his. "Baby, look at me." he pleaded. "Was it school?" he asked. You nodded, breathing at a normal pace. "C'mere," he said, standing you up. "Dance with me." he said. You wrapped your arms around his neck, he wrapped his around your waist. "What puts your mind at ease?" he asked.
"Little things like this that you do for me." you smiled at him weakly. The right side of his mouth curled up a bit.

"Good." he smiled.

(a/n: first imagines down, many more to go. This is the first part of the Blue Neighbourhood (by Troye Sivan) series. I plan to do short imagines with lyrics from the songs on BN and hopefully you guys will get to discover other music that you'll hopefully love as much as I do)

Thanks for reading,
Janelle

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