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Pretty Thoughts by Alina Baraz & Galimatias

j i s o o

you looked at me with certainty, I, I couldn't look away

After five years of friendship, fouryears of dating, and one year of engagement, the day had finally come; you and Joshua's shared wedding. It's been a long time coming and after months of preparation, the day had arrived. You stared at yourself in the mirror. You looked at your dress and manicured nails and bridal veil that had yet to be pulled down to cover your face. The man you were spending the rest of your life with was just outside, and you were scared, no, terrified at the thought. Of course you love Joshua, if you didn't you wouldn't have said yes to his proposal, but you tried to think what would become of your future. 

Would you stay together? 

Will you have a happy marriage?

Does he still love you?

Will he still love you?

Your thoughts were interrupted by your maid of honor, one of your best friends from high school who convinced you and Josh to start dating. You nodded hesitantly, standing up and almost falling, just barely catching yourself. Your friend helped you to stand up, making sure you were steady. She took your hands in hers and looked you firmly in your eyes. 

"Y/N, I know you're afraid of the unknown and that you're scared of the future but just go for it. You have a wonderful man who loves you and will continue to love you forever standing just outside of that door. You can't back out on him now, Y/N," she said, squeezing your hands, soothingly. You nodded again, a nervous smile on your face.

"Let's get you married, Y/N," your friend said, pulling down your veil and weaving her arm through yours. The door opened in front of you and your friend, all of your guests rising from their seats as a violin quartet played softly in the background. You smiled nervously at your friends and relatives and heard a gasp from the front of the crowd; from your future husband, Joshua. You looked at him nervously and met his eyes. He looked in awe, in love. The tips of his ears reddened as you walked towards him. He took your hands in his before leaning forward and whispering in your ear, "You look lovely, my bride," 

You looked down shyly before replying, "I could say the same about you, my handsome groom." He leaned back with a smile before the ceremony started. In a few moments the ceremony was coming to an end, you said your "I do"s and were nearing the end. The priest closed their Bibe and smile brightly at the both of you before looking at Joshua. 

"You may now kiss the bride," they said. 

Joshua lifted your veil and looked into your eyes while taking your face in his hands. He kissed you sweetly before pulling away and smiling at you. "I love you," he said tapping the tip of your nose with his index finger. "I love you too," you said, looking at your entertwined hands before turning to face your guests. 

s o o n y o u n g

told myself you'd be gone by sunrise

"I swear I'm not that drunk," you slurred as you were dragged along the sidewalk. "Let me have just one more drink," you said, holding up two fingers instead of one. Soonyoung laughed softly.

"I think you've had enough to drink tonight, Y/N," he said, walking you to the door of your apartment. He searched his pockets for your keys before putting them in the door and unlocking it. 

"There's a dog in here, Soonyoungie!" you said, bending down to pet the small animal.

"Yes, Y/N, I know. You've had him for a while now," he sighed. 

"I have a dog?" you asked, cocking your head.

"Yes, now let's get you to bed." he said

"I didn't know you saw me in that way, Soonyoungie," you said teasingly. "It's nice ot know we're on the same page," you smiled.

"Y/N, you're drunk and I'm not taking advantage of you," he said putting you down on the bed. He started to take off your shoes and helped you take off your pants. 

"I don't know, Soonyoungie. It seems like you're saying one thing and doing another," you said. 

"Y/N-ah, let's not do this right now," he said avoiding eye contact. 

"You don't love me?" Your lips began to tremble.

"No Y/N, I just-" "Get out." you cut him off. 

"Wait Y/N-" "Get out of my house!" you yelled, your eyes filling with tears. 

He walked out of the room quietly and shut the door. You leaned back on the bed and sighed, letting the tears roll down your face. A few moments later, you changed into your pajamas, deciding to just take your shower in the morning.

"Everything is ruined," you whispered to yourself. 

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You woke up the next morning with a pounding headache and a dry mouth. You looked over at your alarm clock and saw that it was 11:09 am on a Saturday. You decided to get up and gather your things for a refreshing shower and when you reached the closed door of your bedroom you heard faint snored. Your eyes widened in fear and shock. 

Did Soonyoung not lock the door when he left? you thought. You grabbed a shoe that was laying by the side of your door and lifted it above your head, ready to attack. When you reached your living room you saw a lump bundled up in one of your blankets on your sofa, their face turned towards the cushions. You began to hit the lump with your shoe. 

"WHAT ARE YOU DOING IN MY HOUSE?" you yelled, shocking the lump, causing it to fall on the floor. You pulled away the blanket, prepared to continue your attack when you finally say Soonyoung's eyes.

"Y/N, what the hell are you doing?" he asked, shielding himself. 

You put your shoe down slowly. "I  thought I told you to leave last night," you said. 

"You did but I wanted to make sure you were okay," he replied.

"I'm okay now, so you can go, Soonyoung," you said flatly.

"Y/N, wait-," he said, reaching out to you. 

"What? You've already made your point, Soonyoung. Now you can lea-" "I do love you," he cut you off. 

"What?" you asked confusedly. 

"I've loved you for such a long time, Y/N, I just didn't know how to act when you confessed to me, especially because you were drunk." he said, looking down, a soft pink moving across his cheeks. 

"So you turned me do-" "I was caught off-guard, okay?" he cut you off. You nodded slowly. 

"So what does this make us?" you asked sitting down next to him. 

"Whatever you want us to be, Y/N," he said, wrapping an arm around your shoulders and pulling you into his side. 

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xx janielle