Flaming Love (A One Direction Fanfic)

Chapter 6: nothings fine i'm torn

Chapter 6

Harry's POV

"Gay!"

"Batty boy!"

"Go fuck your boyfriend you homo!"

That's all my twitter looked like.

I sat on the bed with Louis looking through the horrible words people were calling us.

"Anal pounder"

"I hate you!"

"Gay direction"

Louis put his hand on my shoulder "don't let them hurt you Harry."

"It's been going on for months! When will they get used to it?"

"They won't." He hung his head. "They never will."

A tear dripped from my eye, followed my several more, before I knew it I was in floods of tears again. Ever since that photo got out, nothing's been the same. Lets face it, when your famous nothing stays a secret, how was this suppose to work! "I need to pee." I told Louis.

I walked into the bathroom and locked the door. I opened the cupboard and took out the box of pain killers. I popped them out of the silver foil onto the sink side. 5...6...7...8...9...10. 10 should do it. I filled up the cup of water then put the plug in the bath and turned on the tap so Lou wouldn't get suspicious. I placed the tablets in my mouth and drank the water. I sat next to the toilet and cried. I cried so much it hurt. My stomach ached and my breathing became rapid. I passed out and knocked my head on the toilet. I heard water spill over the bath side and then the banging on the door.

"Harry!" Was screamed repeatedly. The door swung open and Louis came running in in tears gripping his arms around me shaking me but I couldn't move, or speak. A shining light started to glow behind Louis face. "Harry please! I love you! Don't die!" He whispered to me. He was crying more than I've ever seen. "I love you so much" he said kissing my lips over and over. I wanted to scream out I wanted to live! It just got to much! It was a mistake! The light got brighter and brighter causing me to loose sight of Louis, it got so bright it hurt my eyes and they fell shut. I heard Louis scream out and I faded into an oblivion of nothingness.

My eyes shot open and my breathing was rapid and quick. I looked around my dark bedroom pinching myself to check I was alive. I reached for the lamp switch and switched it on. I took my phone from the side and checked twitter to make sure I was only dreaming.

"@harry_styles I love youuuuuuu!"

"@harry_styles and grace have split up!"

That one hit me in the heart.

I tweeted "just had an awful nightmare" and then followed some people.

I pulled on some joggers and a hoodie and grabbed my keys. I locked the door then set off for Louis house.

I reached his front door and pressed the door bell.

Louis pov

I woke up to a loud banging on the door and my name being shouted. I threw on some joggers and went down stairs to see what the commotion was about.

When I opened the door Harry was stood there.

"Haz what's wrong? It's 3am!" I asked.

"I...i..."

"What Harry? You know how much I like my sleep!"

"I don't love you Louis."

My heart sank in my chest, it felt like it was going to melt around my feet.

I stood there silent.

"Lou?" Harry peeped.

"Yes Harry?" I said.

"Say something?"

"Like what?"

"Anything."

I stood silent again. No words can describe how broken I felt. 7 hours ago we were in a pub drinking together, now I feel like my hearts been ripped out of my chest.

"Goodbye Harry." I said and I closed the door.

He banged on it trying to get my attention.

"Lou don't be like this! It's for our own good!"

I pulled the door back open a bubbling anger overcoming my every will to stop shouting at the man I love.

"It's for our own good?! Breaking my heart is doing us good is it? If you weren't gay Harry you could have just said. But deep down you know you love me. We love each other." I chocked up and tears pooled over my eyes.

"Lou, it's not right, people won't accept us."

"So me loving you is wrong?"

"I never said that!"

"Yes haz, you did. Just forget it."

I closed the door one more.

Harry's pov

Well that was it. I've lost my everything. My best friend. My girlfriend. My life. I walked away from Louis house. I walked back home to hide my shame. I'd just broken my best friends heart because I was scared, scared of what people would think. How stupid could I be?

Louis pov

Once Harry had left I found myself getting in my car. I had no idea where I was going but I knew I needed to get out of London. I drove north...

Look out for chapter 6.5 tomorrow xx