You see this thing called love its the most lethal weapon there is.It could make a ten thousand pound monagolid fall at its knees.See love can bring out a side of you that you never knew you had.Sometimes i think to my self saying why is love so good and bad and the same time .It always starts like a cool oasis rich refreshing and great, but where there and oasis there's a desert and that's how love as a teen mostly ends up to be.
See im a teenage boy who has gone the thick and thin of love. i have loved alot but the same my heart has been broken alot too.See i started to like girls from the time i entered high school. i remmbered the many love letters i wrote for girls they used to think it was so cute back then.Now not trying to "bash" girls but most of them are really stupid.They always leave out the guy who really cares for them, would do anything for them,For the guy with the bling that doesnt give one shit about her.Sometimes i tell myself that the good guy only wins in super hero movies.
Now let me tell you about my life it was at age 13 where i got my first real girlfriend.We both love each other alot i still remmember our first kiss it was electric my tongue was practicly in her throat.But let me tell u this the day when me and her was finished it was a sunday afternoon i was soooo bored,so i said i was gonna give her a visit and when i went in her house i saw she and another guy having sex right in front my face damnnn!!
At that point my heart felt like a ten inch nail went through my heart, i slipped out the house quietly and and it was rite on the porch tears bursted from my eyes.At that time if you cried you were considered to be a girl,well at that time you could have called me Shamarisha cause i bawled like a cow.There i was thinking to myself that all girls are evil damn that hit me hard.I try my best to live the life of a christian and dont have sex before marriage and this happens to me.It was there where my questions started to brew why is it that God's people never win in these situiations.If it wont for for my momma i may have lost faith in god but i always remmember her saying:" dont ever give up in life better must come!"
Another time again i tried love this i was shopping for my girlfriend for her birthday.I bought just the cutest aeropostal hand bag for her and it was just as i came out the store it was a phone call from saying:"SHAMARI WE DONE!"i drop the bag right there i was hungry but my belly was filled with sadness.I got stood up again so my heart is getting so broken right now i think i see my aorta sticking out my chest.
But finally i gotta say im glad for my mother telling those words.So it was up to this day i was in love with this super cool girl i dont have permission to post her name but ill jus call her "G" .AHHHHHH!! that "G" damn she was cool i liked talking to her everyday but unfortunately she doesnt like me back hmmmm it was from that time where i knew that im jus too young for this shit call love,cause i'm fed up of getting my heart broken it may turn to dust if i continue.
I jus wish that i would listen to my father when he said : "NEVER GIVE A WOMAN ALL YUR LOVE EXCEPTING YUR MOTHER."
THE END:)
