To: D. From: Myself
Never sent.
I hate this whole friendship thing. It's frustrating.
I have so many feelings for you that you have for me, yet we are only friends. Our communications have digressed so much that when people ask me about you, I can only tell them distant memories.
The only communication we have shown each other is small seconds of eye contact in between the regular blurs of life, but if this "friendship" is what makes you happy then I can be content.
I do miss walking with you everyday and talking to you frequently, but if that's what you want. I can be content.
I do miss everyone asking me if we were together or not and just smiling while answering the question, but if you do not want that anymore then I can be content.
