To: K From: Myself
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I thought I had fallen in love before you, but I have never felt the way I felt with you with anyone else.
You release more dopamine than any drug, alcohol, or food can. If being with you is what being in love feels like, I want to feel that with every ounce of my body with you.
You aren't afraid to tell me my mistakes and assist me in correcting them. You were the closest to a soulmate that I have ever met.
But our happiness was quickly met with an abrupt stop.
The words that flew into your ear were sickening enough to cause your departure away from me without a full explanation. Instead of allowing my pride to override my mind, I went to you and tried to vouch for my case. But four years of time will always out-do something that's "too good".
Do you think about me as much as I think about you?
I'm sorry I am jumping around, but my mind is racing with thoughts and they are all about you.
I am not sure which one is more important.
You know, I actually listened to your favorite album and every song reminded me of you.
I've grown way too accustomed to your face.
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