isolated; j.g

one

{lowercase intended}

2 years ago i wouldn't have pictured myself like i am here today. little did i know i would fall in love at 17, especially with someone i strongly disliked for many years. i guess its true when people say only time will tell.

people also say that your a whore if your in love with 2 people. call me all you want but being in love with two people that you know you can't have doesn't make you a whore. i'm more confused about my feelings though.

in the end i'm only going to be with one person
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{brooklyn}

i woke up like this, flawless. just kidding i look like a fucking mess. brooklyn is the name. well, brooklyn hope ramirez.

walking over to my closet, i find a floral crop top and some dark jean shorts.

i wore that with some black vans. of course i'd wear vans. vans are the only brand of shoes i had ever worn in my whole life. its kind of crazy.

since i have no one to impress nowadays, i didn't even put on makeup. sure it was the first day of school but i couldn't care less about those fake bitches.

however, i did decide to do my hair. today my hair consisted of 2 braids and a bun on the top of my head.

i walked downstairs knowing my dad wasn't going to be home. he was a lot distant ever since my mom died.

he was probably on a business trip though, no worries there.

i grabbed the last banana on the counter and went straight out the door. i figured my best friend jazmin would already be at school.

she actually cared about school, but i seemed to stop giving any fucks when my mom had an accident.

school was only a couple of blocks away, don't get me wrong that was good but all those hoes walking past my house was so disturbing.

omaha was quite interesting might i say. we even had a group as we called the fuckboys.

the fuckboys consisted of sammy wilk, nate maloley , jack johnson, and last but not least jack gilinsky.

we are all juniors but they started being fuckboys last year in freshman.

they used to be good kids in grade school i don't know what had happened.

yes, they are very attractive but they enjoyed playing with girls' hearts.

i'm not sure what they think they are achieving by doing it but they sure are having lots of fun.

"ahhh fuck!" i looked behind me to see a boy sitting on the sidewalk. god dammit he interrupted my thoughts.

"hey whats wrong?" i ask him concerned about what had happened that had left him with a bloody knee.

he looked up and in that moment i knew i had fucked up.

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first chapter!!!

sorry if it sucks complete ass 😁

2/14/16
yourgirllia🤘