Pregnant By Shawn Mendes

This is me (picture of Cassidy)

Hi, my name is Cassidy. I'm 16 years old and go to Ridgewood High. A couple famous people go to my school like Shawn Mendes, Cameron Dallas, Jack Johnson, Matthew Espinosa, and Taylor Cannif. It's kinda cool going to the same school as them but kinda not. I've been bullied since I was 9. That's 7 years of living a miserable life. I have tried to kill myself 2 times in those 7 years. And I have some scars on my arms.

I have had a crush on Shawn for a couple years. He is in my grade but he is 17. In my opinion, he is the hottest guy in school. I wish he was my guy but sadly he isnt. He isn't any girls guy. He's been single for a year. And he keeps on tweeting saying " I'm single but can't find a girl that's just right for me to call my own". I always have dreams about him. As weird as that may sound. I just wish I wish I wish, he was mine.

I only have 2 friends. April and Zoey. But they are all I need. Even through all my years of being bullied they stayed by my side and I am so thankful for them.

My family consists of me, my 2 older brothers, my older sister, my mom and my dad. Also my 6 month old daughter Serenity.

I know what your thinking. Why does a 16 year old girl have a daughter? Well, when I was 15 I got rapped. And just my luck, I got a kid out of it. But I wouldn't trade her for anything. I love her. And even if she is fatherless right now, she will have a father one day.

But that's how my story began. Now I'm a Sophomore in high school and ready to hopefully began I new chapter in my life. But my bullies, Alica and Sage still go to my school and still make my laugh a living hell.

But here's to a new year, and let's hope it will be easier....