Bitter And Bitchy But OK

Bitter and Bitchy but OK

I'll leave you alone,
If that's what you wish.
I didn't mean to bother you,
Or be such a bitch.

I try to be there,
When you need me most.
And for a while you leaned on me,
Like that old fence post.

When did everything,
Turn so bad.
I can't even remember,
How I made you this mad.

We were fine,
Until that Tuesday night.
Out of the blue,
You started to fight.

I asked you many times,
What I did wrong.
You said that list,
Was far too long.

I tried my best,
To be what you needed.
In the end,
I just got so defeated.

You argued more,
And cared for me less.
Every time I saw you,
My life became a mess.

Soon we drifted,
You hang out more with Abby.
I still tried to please you,
And make you happy.

For you to care,
Was all I wanted.
But soon you realized,
I couldn't be flaunted.

I wasn't gorgeous,
Or even pretty.
You'd always say that,
And make me feel so shitty.

I gave you my trust,
And possibly my heart.
Whatever the case,
You tore them both apart.

You made me feel bad,
Like I was trash.
You'd say such mean things,
You're honestly an ass.

Now that you're gone,
I can see clear.
I say what I want,
Without any fear.

I stand a little taller,
And maybe with pride.
Now that we've split,
I've no reason to hide.

You made me unconfident,
And doubt my every move.
But now I'm locking,
Into my own little groove.

So dear Owen,
You can fuck off.
Go back to your sty,
And eat from your trough.

Thanks for reading! Definitely bitter about this jerk but time heals all. Hope you enjoyed my pig joke at the end and, well, the poem in general.
Please comment any suggestions.

01/29/2016
0049 (My mind is most alive in the morning for some reason haha)