Between You and Me

Chapter Three

TRACY POV

*The Next Day*

Last Night i slept in the guest room and didnt really do to much sleeping . I stayed up all night crying and eating butter peacan ice cream wondering if i shouldve handled things different with Zae. He Call And texted me all night but eventually i shut my phone off.

"Tracy somebody here for you"

I opened my eyes and looked up to see mya .

"Who Is it ?"

"Zae"

I rolled my eyes and got up .

"Alright Tell Him ill Be Down In A Few"

I really aint want to see Zae But i knew i would sooner or later . I went into the bathroom to wash my face brush my teeth . I looked just how i felt . I took a deep breath and walked to the living room and my pajama pants and a t-shirt that was tight considering my baby bump has grown a little it really just looks like a pudge . Zae was sitting on mya's couch wih his head in his hands . I signed and he looked up . His lip was a little swollen from when i punched him i aint know i hit him that hard .

"Hey" he said calmly .

I bit the inside of my cheek and nervously twiddled my thumbs .

"morning"

"How you and little man ?" He asked and patted for me to sit next to.him at first i objected but eventually sat down a few inches away.

"We The Baby is good but me on the other hand ..."

He just needs to cut the chase .

"alright man damn im tryna be civil dont start thats yo fucking problem"

"Oh so thats my problem ? And let me guess your perfect ? You been lying to me and shit but.have the nerves ..."

Before i even finished ranting on a few tears wept in my eyes . As if i hadnt done enough crying last night .

"Baby , Tracy look man dont cry you know a nigga hate to see you like that i was gone tell you but with all the shit going on in our lifes right now it never seemed like.the right time"

"Zae im tired of feeling like this man ! Its like i always come second rather its to your hoes or to the streets"

This baby definitely got me emotional

"Ma How Could you say that ? You know i put you before any and everybody ! Man look ... i dont even know if thats my seed she carrying"

I signed this love thing is draining me and zaes adding on to the drainage ! I rubbed my temples and sat in a daze . Feeling my baby kick ! I jumped! This is the first time she/he ever kicked . This brought a little smile across my face but then it quickly faded .

"I Cant Wait Till Solider Gets Here !" Zae said

Zaes not that good of a boyfriend but he's a hell of a baby daddy .

"What you thinking about over there ?"

"Zae i think i need a break from all of this"

"Baby you just mad right now sto..."

"Naw i love you but we just need time apart ! You need to figure out what you gone do bout your other child while i just stay here with mya for a while and get myself together, im trying to look out for me and the baby for once"

"Thats what you want ?" He looked at me sideways as tears rann down my face .

I nodded my head and he got up and left .