The important lesson that I've learned in love

The important lesson that i've learned in love is think carefully for your decision you've been be made. If you want to break up with your recent partner, because not all of thing that you will left you been capable to back again so, think very carefully.

We started in a dare. I dare him that the one who will first fall inlove in one month will be punished. Then he agreed. Time passed by I am the only one who making an effort to become a winner of this dare. One time i punched him. I thought he'll not be hurt but im wrong he been hurt. So, I apologized to him, but he ignored me. That night i chat him, I tell him that I realized, I already love him and I already serious to become our relationship official. But all of that is just a lie. Still it is a part of dare. Then that night we become an official couple.Until we reach one month.

We celebrate our first monthsarry in our school. Ge surprised me in our classroom. He gave me a board game and boquet of flowers. Little by little I felt comfotable with him. When we are two months already. I felt that I already inlove with him but our feeling is noy mutual he still don't care to me. Until he want to break up with me  because he was just hungry. I thought he still didn't felt any love towards me because he want to break up with me  with illogical reason. But I don't agreed because I already love him. Then our relationship still and continue and we reach our 3rd monthsarry.

Oct 27 he want to end our relationship. This time I can't stop him because he said his decision is already final. Oct 29 we became a couple again because I love him so much. I find a way to fix our relationship. I don't care even I look a desperate girl. But I love him so much. So, i have no choice but to follow him.Nov 27 he end our relationship. It is our official break up. He blocked me on facebook. I felt devastated because i love him so much. 3 days after he unblocked me on facebook. He approached me. He said he want to come back with me. That time I don't know what to do because I am amfraid that if I agreed to him, our past experience will still be repeated. I challenge him. I test him patience. And the reason why I challenge him to know if he is already change. Time passed by I saw his all effort. And All of his effort is the proof tha he was already change. But the bad news is while he was changing my feelings is changing also. I don't feel any love for him. Probably my heart was tired to forgive him and also tired in redundant situation.

Now, if you have a girlfriend or boyfriend  and if you want to end your relationship think very carefully. If you can live without him/her presence because again not all of things that you will left, you been capable to back again.