Recount

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As always Tory and I walk to our home room class, wait for our teacher and then go to our classes. Nothing unusual except I see Cassie on art class, she don't even like painting she's just you know that cheerleader girl that can't do anything right.

"Hey Jesse" she said with a grin

"Hey Cass, what are you doing here?"

"What? This is art class right? So what do you think I'm doing?"

And I heard her say a faint 'dumbass' in the end. I am seriously taken aback by what she just said. She never said dumbass to me, that means something is wrong. Everytime I try to start a conversation with her, she just shrug it off like there's no one beside her. She's ignoring me. SHE'S FUCKING IGNORING ME. She's just texting the whole time and pretend to draw when the teacher walk pass her.What did I do to her? She have never been this upset with me. There must be something wrong, I'm going to ask Tory after this.

Before lunch, I rushed to Tory's class because I want to know so bad what's going on. Maybe Cassie's got hung up? Or someone piss her off? Or someone's is hitting on her? Or she's on her period? I hope it's the last one. Right when I reached her class the bell rang and I saw Tory getting out first.

"Hey Tory"

Nothing.

"Toryyy"

Nothing.

"Tory Amira Grey!" I yelled

Nothing. She just continue walking. What's wrong with these people? Now Tory's ignoring me too. What did I do to them? Damn it. This just make my day. My best friend just ignore me. I can't get the thought out of my head. When I get to the cafeteria and headed to the seat where we always sat I see all of them. Cassie, Tory and Elliot all sitting together, talking and eating. I don't think they noticed me yet so I took a sit next to Elliot. They just continue talking like I wasn't there. I tried to have a conversation with them, but the ignore me. They don't even lay an eye on me. I've had enough so I just dumb my lunch and walk to the library.

I sat in the farthest table I could find so people won't bother me. I just sat in there and wait for lunch to be over. I can't believe it, even Elliot ignores me. He's like the friendliest and the kindest friend I have ever had and he never ignore someone. I just let the thought lconsume me until I heard the bell ring. I still want to know what causes this so I should try to talk to Elliot in physics.

The teacher keep babbling about James Prescott Joule. Oh he's from England, he's a physician. Of course he's a physician, this is physics class what else would we be talking about stupid.
"Elliot" I whisper

"Hey Ellioot" I whisper harder

He doesn't even glance at me. So when the teacher turn her back I throw a piece of paper that have a massage 'please talk to me or if you don't want to then don't talk just write to me, what's going on? Why do you guys ignoring me? What do I do or what did I do? Please just tell me'.
He just read that and throw it away. I heartache, you know that feeling in your chest like someone is crumpling your heart and you just want to cry? All the emotion filling up inside you so you're just confuse what emotion should you use? Well I fell like I'm going to explode like a chemical reaction gone wrong. I hold all that emotion until school I over and I ran.

I ran as fast as I can and just to find Tory and Cassie's already at the front gate with some boys. I walk past them and when they're behind me they threw eggs at me. I stop walking because of shock. All the emotions are building up inside of me and I can no longer hold my tears. I cried and ran. I lost track of time but I know for sure I'm already at my room, hugging my pillow and cry. I don't care if I smell foul and my bed is covered in eggs, all I care is I finally let my emotions out. I cried and I cried like for hours until my throat hurts and I scream at my pillow.

I woke up sweaty. I check the clock and see it's 3 fucking A.M. I can't sleep anymore. What the fuck am I dreaming about? That's one hell of a dream and I'm afraid that it will come true 'cause most of my dream come true even if it's not totally the same as in my dream but the point is they do come true.

Fuck.

Me.

I should be studying physics but oh well :)
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