Chapter 19

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I left my Drs appointment and straigbt to the studio where i knew August would be. We had to talk.! The way things went the other day wasn't suppose to be like that. They let me up and i went to studio B. I heard him in there singing and he sounded so good. I went in and surprisingly he was by himself. He stopped when he seen me and came from out the booth.

What are you doing here.? He asked bluntly.

I came to talk to you!

About what.?

Us, the baby, everything.! Im sick and tired of being alone im tired of doing shit by myself. Im fighting for my health and all.! You dont know what i been going threw August while your in your own little world living it up. Dont get me wrong im extremly proud of you but im tired of standing in the dark like everything's okay. I love you with all my heart always did and always will from the moment i seen you in the cemetery that day of your brothers funeral i knew it was something special about you.

And when the first time i seen you A'Lexis but your just so fuckin stubborn you wont even let me love you, help you or anything what the fuck when your brother died i swear its like you died with him and i can't lose you i already lost one important person i cant lose another.

You make it hard for me to love you, you push me away also and chose another female over me.

I never did.

You did Mia.! I told you not to fuck with her and you still did and because of her she kilt my brother and tried to kill us both.

I never chose her over you.! I was really only fuckin with her to make you mad A'Lexis i didnt love her i always loved you. I dont know why i can't get you out of my head im always thinking about you constantly. When you first moved out her i was going crazy i couldn't find you or even know if you are okay. That shit hurted.

Well you said the most hurtfulest things August what did you expect me to do i thought thats how you really honestly felt.!

I will never want you to kill yourself or leave me.! He said as he walked over to me and kissed me hard and long.

I love you.! I said mumbblin against his lips.

I love you more baby girl.! He said kissing me again. I love you to son.! He said kissing my belly! I giggled and hugged him.

How did you figure it was mine.?!

Well when i went to my first Drs appointment and had my first sonogram and all i was already two months pregnant meaning i got pregnant some time when i was visiting and we was havin sex like three to four times a day.

I aint gone lie sometimes i didnt pull out that shit was so good.! He said laughing.

What.?!

Dead ass though ma bad.! I was just to bussy bussin yo shit thats some good pussy.!

Well i cant put the blame all on you, yo dick good as gold.! I said laughing and he bussed out laughing.

I missed you! He said hugging me again. When you due.?

Guess.!! I said excitedly.

Um i dont know just tell me.

September 24th.!

The day after my birthday. I hope he come on my birthday that'll be dope.!

That would be cute.

You eat yet.?

No im starving, i just came from the Drs.

What they say.?

Nothing much. Hes good, nice strong heart beat.! I said digging in my purse for the sonograms. I handed them to him and he was so amazed and happy.! He took a picture and posted it to instagram.!

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