Camouflage Harry Styles

chapter 2

Today was another day at school I love gold and I love to learn most people hate it well I just had the people in it I kinda wished I did not have any bullies I wish that Liam Louis Niall Zayn and Harry would you stop bothering me
I wish my freaking dad would stop hurting me he slaps me pushes me into the floor kicks me and punches me and I do nothing about it nothing that is just how I am like everyone try to change me but there is one thing that keeps me alive my mom.

Just before she left she told me to never give up in life no matter what our song was this I promise you it went with the relationship between us I remember when I was little she always used to sing to me to sleep she always sung twinkle twinkle little star that song always made me feel comfortable and relaxed sometimes I sing it to myself I also hum it I feel like my life is living inside of me but I wish she didn't have to leave this early
I would do anything for her I would have died for her everyone at school says your the reason your mom died my mom she was always a happy person she loved everyone and everyone loved her but when she left. Was the worst day of my life. My mom leaving triggered some thing in my dad and I wish that it never did my mom leaving made my dad more violent and dangerous.
He already had did that but not as bad. When she left a big piece of my dad came out I have tried to tell him to stop once he was in jail but he got out and almost shoot me
Sometimes I wish the world would just stop and freeze no one would be able to hurt me make me feel bad I would just be in peace actual peace no pain no scars no hurt just peace