The Beginning.

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It was a usual day
You went unnoticed
Life was good here
Everything going smooth.

You approached with your smile
Didn't seem to affect me much
Said that I was pretty
Took it as a compliment and moved ahead

Days went by
You tried and tried and tried
To get me to see you
To get me to notice you.

It was hard to impress me not impossible
And then I don't know what happened
What made me look at you in a different way that day
Was it your personality
Was it your stare
Was it your affection
Was it your care

And then all I knew
Was that a person I would barely notice
Had become my entire life
From the beginning of the day
To the minute I feel asleep
You were all I thought about
You were all I wanted.

And I had you
Oh what a time that was
Never ending conversation
And long lost stories
Felt like you were a part of me I never had
An emptiness I never noticed

What made you look away at her
I do not know
Did I not love you enough?
I do not know

Why was she in your thoughts
Why was she in your words
Why did you look away at her
Why did you admire her
I do not know

I let you free
For I was playing hard to be yours
Arrogant I sure became
Rude I sure was

Unaware of what might happen
Unaware of what I may loose
One day I know
That you're with her

She's become your life
Your dream
Your love
Everything I had ever been.

Now I look at you and look away
To the floor
To conceal my tears
What had I ever done
Was it a crime to love you

You seem happier than ever
I've been forgotten
Maybe you forgot me
But you're still alive in me

What do I say
I'm destroyed
My heart's crumbled, my dreams shattered
For I lost you
Now and forever
My life's a struggle
I'm Broken.

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