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I'm Sorry

I'm sorry for all the tears,
But I can't help feeling all of my fears.
The childhood of my past weigh heavily on me all of these years.

I'm sorry for your distress
I'm sorry for everything that I've done
But sorry can never me good enough.

The pain stopped a long time ago,
Now I just feel blue and numb,
You see me trying to be happy but I'm really not.
Because I lost a friendship that once was.

It's so hard being alone,
But when you have a friendship it's like being home.
I try to face it on my own and I try so hard to be myself
But I'm losing friends

I feel like this curse will never end,
The bloodshed that never ends,
And pain that is real that everybody feels.
All because I try and be myself.

I know I've got issues,
I've been battling with myself,
But the scars will never heal,
Because the pain will always be real.