im the girl

chapter one

what am i doing right now you ask. well i am sitting on what i call the end of the world also known as a cliff. The cliff makes me forget every thing. Life up here feels like nothing can stop me. it makes me stop over thinking and start to ask myself what if question. what if i people stop bulling me, what if i die laying on this cliff. i wish the world would stop to see every little things like i do. i don't bully other people for what they look like but people bully me for looking and being a nerd. the world puts everything on me at once. the summer night air feels good.

" Isabella what are you doing sitting on the cliff?" i turned around to see the person who is my main bullier Blake. "well just so much things going though. i just feel alive to sit on the cliff and clear my head. why do you care anyways?" to my surprise he sat down beside me. what is he doing he hates me. i looked at him. his blue eyes are blue as the ocean. his defined jaw line. he looks perfect but when you've know him for 6 years and all he ever dose is bully you see his imperfections. "well i needed time to myself and i wanted to know who looked like they were having fun. also i kind needed to apologize to you. i know this sounds bad but i only bullied you to get your attention because you the only girl i like. and im not expecting you to forgive me but I'm willing to do anything." I'm speech less actually having some one that cares about me. the next question is can this be a dream.

blake p.o.v****************************************************************************************************************************************

why may you ask why tell her my feelings well they always say 15 seconds of courage. well I've lacked courage for my whole life. tonight is my night of courage. i didn't even know where to find Isabella i wanted to get away i saw a girl sitting on a cliff. just my luck it was Isabella. she is such an amazing person the only reason that i messed with her is cause i didn't think she would notices me. I've know her along time and I've always liked her. her hair is a dirty blond her nerdy glasses are black. her eyes green with some gold to it. in all she is what i would call perfect. she cant be compared to any other girl. I'm done lying i'm in love with her. "you promises that you wont hurt me or bully me again?" her look in her eyes look like she can't trust me. but i can't blame her, all the things she has gone through. "yes i promises that i wont hurt you and wont bully you and i will protect you." i really don't care what people say.

Isabella p.o.v******** srry that wasn't long********************************************************************************************************

my phone went off i grabbed it out of my back pocket and read the texted Bro : Isabella get home something i need to tell you. it must be some thing bad cause my brother dosen't text me unless something happen. "i have to get home something is wrong. ill hopefully will see you tomorrow." i got up and ran home.

when i got there i saw my brother and a police officer. my brother looked sad and looked like he was about to cry. "how did they die sir." my brother just noticed i was there. "Isabella mom and dad are gone." that's when we both started crying. my dad was my coach for football and softball. my mom was my inspired me to learn the guitar and helped me sing. at least i have my brother he taught me to be myself. he also taught me how to skate board and fight. well i still do boxing we made are own little gym in our garage. i fell to the ground and brought my legs to my chest and i was about to cry but I'm not doing it here. i ran out the front door. i ran and ran intill i was at the beach. i went near the dock and went under it. i sat there and cried myself to sleep.

(Shawn Mendes is James, the girl is Isabella, and the other guy is blake.)