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10:53 p.m

today, there were new kids at my school. there were seven of them. seven boys to be precise. and god, the thing that happen to me was freaking embarassing. i tripped in front of them.

why?
bullies.

they were being introduced in front of the class. and as usual, i would just be at my seat, wearing my headphones and doodling on my notebook. then sohyun, one of the mean girls at my school, asked me to pass the note to the girl in front of me.

then, of course it was one of her plans. the teacher saw me passing a note so she asked me to stand. i should probably just write it out.

"min eunbi! why are you passing notes at class?" she asked.
"sohyun asked me--" she cutted me off.
"i don't care what your excuse is! throw it out!" she shouted.

i threw it out, just like she asked me. but before i did, i opened the note.

good job, idiot.

god i hate her. i crumpled the paper and walked to the trashcan but when i got there, one of her "mean" friends, tripped me, making fall right in front of the whole class and the seven new kids.

it was embarassing. god, i'm so stupid.

they all laughed at me that time. i felt really embarassed but i decided to stick up for myself and not cry. one of those boys were about to help me stand up but i didn't see him or what he looked like. i stood up myself and threw the paper and stormed out of the classroom.

that's how it happened, basically.

i hate school.
i hate bullies.
i hate my life.

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