Nothing Been The Same/ Nothing Went As Planned

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Cover by xforgotten

Since you've been gone, nothings been the same.

I can't think.
I can't breath.
I can't do anything.
I feel like I am drowning in an ocean made for one, not two because you're gone.
I am dying.
What happened to never leaving.
I feel like a rose losing its petals as in, I am losing my mind.
They say you're in a better place now.
I hope you are happy.
God knows I'm not.
The screaming and crying.
The sparks that slowly died out.
The short attention span which caused the end of us.
Your heart like a humming bird that suddenly died down to the low thrum of a fly and then to nothing.
My anger was unleashed in the voice of a woman telling you to come back.
You were not allowed to leave.
Not yet.
In that instant I hated everything about you.
How could you leave me?
Then I understood it was not your choice to make.
Knowing this I made the decision that any sane human would.
I forgave you.
But I never forgot you.
Why did it have to end that way?
I honestly don't know.

But since you've left, nothing went as planned.

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