I Don't Want To Breath/ I Want To Disappear

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Since your been gone I don't want to breath.

Today it hit me fully that you are gone.
Something I never wanted to admit.
I had hoped to live my life forgetting, but memories have a strong grip.
Depresison even stronger.
It came like a wave and crasehed down on me, smothering every ounce of happiness.
Again and again I find myself playing out how it should have ended.
Our life would have been perfect if it wasn't for the bumps in the road.
Tears constantly fall like rain.
I could fill an ocean with how much I've cried.
Nothing I do helps the constant panic attack of you not being there when I turn around.
I wonder where you're at.
God knows I need that little bit of reasurance that you are happy.
The screaming in my mind won't go away.
It shouts that we lost it all.
When I stand outside under the same stars that we used to look at and scream.
Do you scream back to me?
If you do then it fades to a whisper to soon and is carried off by the wind.
You see the wind is bad like that.
It carries away all that we love.

Since you've been gone I want to disappear.

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