Bad boy love

chapter 22

ugh im so bord zack is asleep on the chair next to my bed and destiny and the boys are in the cafeteria getting something to eat

I got up from my very uncomfortable hospital bed and started to walk around the hospital and look around I mean might as well right I have nothing better to do in this hell hole

I looked into the rooms to find old people some little children in there rooms sleeping

... its really sad to see all these little children hooked up to a monitor for the rest of their lives or having cancer patients so young I feel like crying and running over to them and taking them into a big hug and tell them its going to be ok ....

but thats just it I cant

I decided to walk back to my room where zack was still asleep in the chair and he was snoring... how attractive

I walked into the bathroom and looked in the mirror I mean I cant look that bad right? ....
scratch that I look like a monster from the bottom of a lake that died 10 years ago

I really could use a shower and my makeup then maybe I will feel better it always changes my mood

but i still have 3 more days in this death hole 

i still feel really bad for that little kid he was just laying there all innocent I had an idea

i walked over to all of the gifts and grabbed a teddy bear that one of them brought me and started to walk down the hall looking around for that little boys room 

i turned a corner and saw him watching tv with out a care in the world i walked up and said " hi my names sara whats yours" i ask trying to make conversation 

"timmothy im 8 how old re you ?" he asked looking even more adorable " im 17 " he smiled at me "do you want to watch some cartoons with me?" he asked "of course i will and i have something for you " i said before handing him the teddy bear and he started to smile so brightly 

"i love it thank you sara " timmothy said before he hugged me super tight and we then leaned back on the bed and watched some spongebob for hours 

after about 2 hours i looked over to see timmothy had fallen into a deep sleep he is so adorable i just want to hold him tight and never let go of him i decided it was probably time to leave and go back to my room because zach was probably awake by now 

i kissed timmothy on the four head " goodnight timmothy sweet dreams " i said before walking out of the room and heading down the hallway to my room 

i opened the door to find zach staring at me with sad eyes what was wrong i wasn't gone that long was i?

"whats wrong?" i asked confused "nothing i just got scared when i woke up and found you gone and you didn't take your phone " he said I know hes not telling me something 

" uh ok im going to just go back to bed then good night" i said getting on my tiptoes to kiss his cheek he looked even worse than a couple of minutes ago 

was he still mad at me for everything i mean what did i do ?

once i laid my head down to the pillow i fell right to sleep

i woke up to a light shining threw the window its morning already 

i got up brushed my hair and changed and got some candy i had gotten from the cafeteria and went to see timmothy i turned the corner only to find timmothy was gone 

where did they take him? was he in surgery? 

i looked around so confused i went up to a nurse " there was a little boy timmothy in that room where did he go?"vi asked really fast worried she looked at me with sad eyes just like zach did last night before i told him goodnight she sighed and looked at her feet and then back up at me again and said the two most horrible words anyone could ever say