What is the price of living?
Do you know the answer because I don't.
It's priceless, that's what people tell me, you gotta live to make it all better.
What if it don't get better? what if people keep dying? Because they do.
People die for no reason at all
People tell me, well maybe god needed them up in heaven.
Where is heaven? How could they make a place in the sky? It doesn't make sense because people look up to the sky when they talk to God or their loved ones, well where exactly do they go? Because planes could go as high as they can go, nothing just air or particles and things.
And spaceships they go up even higher, so if they go up into heaven then where do they go? Because there is nothing there but our atmosphere, There's not just random dead bodies floating in the sky randomly and they call that spot heaven, there is nothing there and people always sapposebly go there to be in a better place
To end their pain.
Well I wanna end my pain, but I don't even know what happens when you die
Do you see darkness? Can you think still? If you alwase have a soul then can you speak to other dead people?
I just don't understand what happens when you die and I don't wanna 'end my pain' if there may be more ahead
Is there more ahead?
Can you be bullied in heaven?
Who knows its like unknown to man kind.
It drives me crazy thinking about it
Because when I was about eight my 3 year old brother and my 4 year old little sister died.
They died from a strange sickness we can't do anything about.
There is no cure for it.
It's called cancer.
It destroys bonds and relationships.
It destroyed mine.
Your pretty much helpless, I mean they could get some kind of operation to help stop it, but once it hits a certain spot your done for, it could be a certain spot in your brain, or it could hit your lungs, They can't really do anything about lung cancer
If they find it early then your lucky, because then you could be saved.
In my family's case that's not it, all the people that died from cancer in my family well they didn't have a warning sign like most people.
It was a silent deadly disease with the desire to destroy anything in its path, like a tornado.
It ruins everything.
People tell me that I'm worth it.
I could be the lucky one.
I doubt it.
I am insignificant.
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I hope u guys like this chapter
I love u all
Stay beautiful
~ Kaitlyn (Kay)
